- Posted: Thu, 25 Oct 2012 06:08:51 +0000
I need to speak of something positive. since I'm feeling so nervewrecked and paranoid right now.
Two months ago, Aug 24th, a year and 8 months exactly after my grandmother passing I finally got fed up to the point I wanted to change my life. Why? I've always been overweight, teased, harassed and dreaming of wearing dresses and skirts and losing all my chub. I was always in denial, always believing I was 210 and not well...near 260. all my clothes still fit, so I thought I stayed the same. Big wake up moment when I got one of those digital well working scale. 256. We've all been down that road right?
Well the first month I lost 14 pounds. Possibly water weight mostly, but it still felt great. Today marked 22 pounds of weight loss and I feel so proud. My fiance has kept me going, always encouraging and loving. I admit some of it is for him. he deserves a nice, thin, pretty woman. Okay he won't get the pretty but hey! xd He just deserves it, and I do too.
I still have a long way to go till I'm 130-140. but it's nice it's showing results now. My clothes are more loose, I can feel the chubb go away it's just amazing.
[joke] Hey guys, maybe one day i'll be Jessica Rabbit without the absurd anatomy proportions! dramallama [/joke]
Hope you guys don't mind me sharing my next 20 pounds! heart