My final post of my poems on Gaia

[Unforgiven_Hero]

I am no longer pstong my poems on Gaia for the reasons of no one reads them anyways, I doubt anyone will see this anyway, but I guess I will post it anyways. Enjoy

Misdirection

althoughI have shown my soft side
inside of me there boils a hatred
I feel nothing but hate for some
and feel nothing at all for all in my home

I wonder why, if I;m such a burden
My parents wish so much for me not to die
I was cursed from the day I was born
to live a life of fear and scorn

I can;t handle fighting with myself constantly
the fight is never ending, life hits me bluntly
the ones I love, the ones I hate
for the latter, the number is always great

I can never have anyone truly love me
no one can love what everyone hates
they all see the shell that is me
never the scared child can they see



Invisible to everything but pain

I feel my own heart start to sink
always now forever black, no more pink
I wonder if I was never to be here
would there be more happiness, or more fear?

I can;t feel as though im important
people can say that, but I need the constant
If you tell me, well, your important to me
how come the sadness I have you can;t see?

I feel the constant pain inside
even though all my fears I try to hide
everyone seem to try to break inside
I don;t want anyone near, I don;t want to confide

I remember when I was able to get along alone
now everyones problems have become my own
I am the center for all that is depressing
for only the saddest songs can I ever sing

I don;t want to be the one people look to
because its always my soul you can look through
because I am becoming a ghost, fight on? I can;t
you know your lost when you feel transparent

Comatose Overdose

as all becomes comatose
when all your sadness becomes an overdose
when you see nothing but the tears you have shed
when you are lying in a pool of pain you've bled
it all will become very clear to you
never is the path of happiness and virtue
we all have our own tragedies
but of all of us, your demons you will never please
you can try and fight to the end
but they will never come, so you'll pretend
you will live in the dark for years
nothing left but pain and tears
but when everything seems like it couldn;t get worse
life and fate will bring upon you another curse
so I say don;t try to make peace within
fight and scratch until you can't possibly cause any more sin
bring upon the world the pain you know
Strike unto the world blow after blow
because after all you have seen
the world won;t understand until they have seen


Into the Rage Cycle
Into a world of fear and depression
forever for an end is what your wishing
Your rage does not want to die
and only that keeps you alive

your rage does not want to die
so for it will always make you cry
for when it causes you to go blind
you will be nothing but dead inside

all those who say they never get mad
we all know, the other extreme is to be sad
you can, you want, and will never forgive
all you can do is wait to see if your heart will give

And finally, My personal Favorite:

Play with me...

In my darkened room alone
in a place I was supposed to call home
I sat in my world with my thoughts
into a paradise I forever sought

as you come into my place of play
you gasp and listen, but have nothing to say
I sat, I played, at the piano
you would just listen, your not to know

and as I played, you closed your eyes
I brought to you your paradise
and as you began to drift away
I could do nothing but sing and play

play with me, sing with me
I will be good to you
come with me, stay with me
I will show you my intentions true

there, at the piano
now shackled and chained
you never wanted to leave the paradise
so you kept me trapped and pained

and as you began your pain unto me
only a world of dark could I see
and as my dreams drifted away
all I could do, was sing and play.....

come play with me.....

[Apollo God of the Sun]

It's just slow moving forum, give it a chance. And there pretty good as well, work on your flow.

[pipermoon]

i like your poem

[KingPimpBroken]

Whine whine. oh nobody reads me. blah blah blah. Get over yourself. Jesus. People read all the time doesn't mean they have to comment.

[Unforgiven_Hero]

well, no point in keep on posting, cause I have been posting for a while, douche. so I just dont; care anymore, and its just your stuff people don;t read