valley5
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- Posted: Fri, 06 May 2005 13:24:28 +0000
i dunno if in in th eright place here..
i need help anyway
well.. my edit of the 'im a believer' song goed somewhat like this;
And then I saw his face
And i was a believer
Not a trace of doubt in my mind
I was in love
oewwwwww
I was a believer
... but an hour and a half later.. it was over..
it's so strange, my opinioun about people changes SO fast..
and i dont know how to deal with it..
a guy who was telling me the past half year that he likes me [i saw him about 3/4 times the past half year] was at a small local festival..
i always thought he was nice.. but that's about it
yesterday i thought i really liked him..
so we we're kissing
[*[whisperers; 'first kiss']*]
but later that day i felt really guilty about it..
and i dont know exactly why..
im so comfused
he's going to call me tonight
[he said when he called me yesterday evening]
and i think i'm going to tell him how i feel
i hope wont hurt him
i dunno why my feelings change everytime
and i feel bad about it, because im afraid to hurt people because of it..
but i dont know if i can and how to change it..
sad
i hope he'll understand..
i dont wanna hurt him.. i dont want him to hurt himself
[i heard rumors that he's on drug,, on one side i dont wanna believe it, just rumors, right? on the other side.. he'll be so unpredicatble on drug i guess.. he'll ruin himself.. drugs arent the issue now.. its about what i should tell him]
i need help anyway
well.. my edit of the 'im a believer' song goed somewhat like this;
And then I saw his face
And i was a believer
Not a trace of doubt in my mind
I was in love
oewwwwww
I was a believer
... but an hour and a half later.. it was over..
it's so strange, my opinioun about people changes SO fast..
and i dont know how to deal with it..
a guy who was telling me the past half year that he likes me [i saw him about 3/4 times the past half year] was at a small local festival..
i always thought he was nice.. but that's about it
yesterday i thought i really liked him..
so we we're kissing
[*[whisperers; 'first kiss']*]
but later that day i felt really guilty about it..
and i dont know exactly why..
im so comfused
he's going to call me tonight
[he said when he called me yesterday evening]
and i think i'm going to tell him how i feel
i hope wont hurt him
i dunno why my feelings change everytime
and i feel bad about it, because im afraid to hurt people because of it..
but i dont know if i can and how to change it..
sad
i hope he'll understand..
i dont wanna hurt him.. i dont want him to hurt himself
[i heard rumors that he's on drug,, on one side i dont wanna believe it, just rumors, right? on the other side.. he'll be so unpredicatble on drug i guess.. he'll ruin himself.. drugs arent the issue now.. its about what i should tell him]