Kiwigama
Starlurk
Kiwigama
Starlurk
Kiwigama
I have found nothing that works for me. I hate reading because it has always felt like a chore (yes a little childish I know). Video games don't work. My hobbies don't, music doesn't, just nothing. Everything feels like a chore to get myself out of the pit. Quite pathetic but I manage.
gonk
This is how my depression goes as well. Therapy has helped a lot. I decided to start taking anti-depressants and they have made my life so much better.
I used to go to therapy some while in college because they offered it for free. I don't have enough money for it and I was on anti-depressants earlier this year. Unfortunately they made me gain weight and be more depressed. But changing my diet has helped a good deal. That's a plus!
3nodding
I don't know if you want advice, if you don't then stop reading ... now.
A lot of therapists get paid on a sliding scale with your income and that may make therapy accessible for you again. You can also probably find an anti-depressant that won't affect your weight.
True, true. I'm just scared and my stress an depression could have possibly been linked to school. College is a real killer. In my final class and can't wait for it to be over!
College is the worst, seriously. I had anxiety attacks related to school so bad last semester that I maybe went to 3 weeks total over the entire semester.
Unless your class gets over in the next month, I would still suggest finding someone to talk to. You may find that therapy even makes school easier. Also, a lot of colleges have free counseling for their students, have you checked out to see if yours does?