I hate having a crush

[l3elvedere]

Okay, so.
I've mentioned this topic to the CB before.
Mostly because I don't really have anyone I can talk to anymore.
So I now come to you guys to just acknowledge my struggle.
#strugs

Well, I'm still infatuated with this girl.
(Yes, she's a lesbian to that guy who yelled at me for preying on straight girls because I am a "confused lesbian" whatever the ******** that means.)
I've tried moving on. I've tried getting over her.
But I see her every gaddamn day. And I've told her that I like her.
She brushed me off and told me she's already involved with someone.

Well since then she is in another separation time span from this girlfriend, and she's been flirting with me a lot.
But while we were sitting at the front desk together, she was teasing me about being "12" (I'm 21, she's 28 ).
And then continued to say, "no offense, but I could never date a 21-year-old"
My heart fell onto the floor.

I don't know why I let her get to me.
UGH.

Okay, I'm done ranting.
Thanks.

[l3elvedere]

[Hyper Speed Codex]

l3elvedere

Unrelated but that parrot is ******** adorable.

In other news, it sounds like she's literally just trying to get a reaction out of you. Which blows because it's obvious that she knows your feelings towards her. I'd just be cautious of the situation since it seems unfavorable at best.

[l3elvedere]

Hyper Speed Codex

heehee, thanks

And I know. I just hate thinking that that's why she's paying attention to me.
I don't know.
It just stings. And I hate it.

[Inscriven]

l3elvedere

Hyper Speed Codex

heehee, thanks

And I know. I just hate thinking that that's why she's paying attention to me.
I don't know.
It just stings. And I hate it.

Then why do you tolerate her company?

While you do need to be polite, you don't need to be amicable, you don't need to be friendly with her. It's pretty clear that she gets off on torturing you.

At this rate, maybe it'll fix itself. She's a bit of a c**t to you and that's going to create resentment and hatred if you let it sit too long.

[TheGiftOfGiving]

drop her like a ton of bricks why hang out with people that will intentionally hurt you emotion_dealwithit

[thatonechick101]

No offense but she's definitely playing you. Unless you're okay with that sort of relationship, I would set up boundaries. It's not fair for her to play with your heart like it's a toy.

[legnanellaf5]

So she flirts with you when she is having issues with her relationship, knows that you like her but still toys with you and turns you down more just because? Why do you deal with this?

[PlGLET]

Bro don't deal with this D:

People who take your affections and dedication for granted aren't worth it, hrrrng.