idIe teen
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- Posted: Tue, 03 Mar 2015 03:22:55 +0000
suffering from severe depression and no one believes me.
i feel like my parents just think i'm crazy or doing this for attention.
they continually offer to take me to a therapist, but when i bring it up, they scoff and say that "it's all in my head and that it's just a phase and that i'll grow out of it." my shitty relationship with my parents doesn't help either. they continually tell me i'm a failure and that i'm worthless and that i'm just overall stupid.
i am just so tired of all of this.
i also feel like i have anxiety that is triggered by my high levels of stress.
i feel like i can't get enough air into my lungs and that my heart is going to fall out of chest which.
simple social situations make me literally sick to my stomach and make me want to burst into tears.
i feel like this life i'm living is really leading me nowhere and that i'm just not going to do much.
i've been feeling this shitty for years now and i'm pretty sure i'm reaching my breaking point.
my mental stability isn't all there anymore and i'm done and i'm tired.
i don't feel like this will ever get better.
i just needed to get that off my chest.
x