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❤✖[I can elaborate on that. Your relationship with B is the one where you have a forseeable future with, and your mind and soul has decided on that fact. However, you do not accept that the seemingly perfect relationship with M ended on such a foot, and you were having fun. Perhaps yes, on the sex part, the relationship with B is not living up to your past rendezvous with M. However that does not mean you want M. Clearly your heart and soul wants B. M will always be in the back of your mind, and you will always have those beautiful memories, even if they sting, they were still good and you acknowledge that fact. I had a dream about my Ex-Fiancee after we broke up and I was already married to another man. We will call my ex, CT and my husband VO. CT and I were talking on the phone and he asked me to come over and hang at his new apartment. I decided I would go, even though I was dating VO. I went and he was playing video games while I sat next to him on a couch. There were some friends there I did not recognize. He then started to fondle me, and from there we ended up having sex. For some odd reason, his p***s was made of macaroni..not sure what that was about, but when we were done, I got cleaned up, redressed and told him that I was going to get married, and I was no longer interested in him. I guess my brain decided I needed to experience what it would be like if the shoe was on the other foot, so I would think about it later. I really did, and that was when I decided It no longer affected me what happened between me and CT. I mean, CT was wonderful, pretty, funny, and cool, but there was no forseeable future. It was all for the here and now, and not for the future and what was to come. VO and I knew instantly after being together 3 weeks we would be wed and have a family. Three years later, I am pregnant and expecting our first child in april. Maybe you just had this in the back of your mind, and you needed it to be played out so you could think about it later. Dreams can be invaluble tools sometimes! It doesn't mean anything bad, just you making the best decisions in your life, subconsiously. ]✖❤
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