life so deceptive, a contra band
dismantles their man just to deliver a message
I had a plan to sip on a beverage
with each reach of the hand fire scorned as a contraceptive
the battle was born, the dragons of hell breaking gates
in battle I'm torn, Broken bones searched for one that relates
pedal to the medal I sworn, if this moment would ever take path this way
settle it better if your weather was warm, how can I argue with dinner on the plate?
lead me... us together, I survived the fires to fight the slime
your past becomes mine, when you can not see any better
but in the past it doesn't matter, I'll keep it in line
I'll remain here steady like a bladder, even if you check I'm fine
believe me I'm not the best, yet you believe I am
in that I must confess, my notions and no plan
I had no back block to stand, I threw in the rest
like a gambling man,
with an empty hand I need to realize my own test
Folded and scolded, I hate me for what I've come to be
an animal with sharp razor teeth, and fist bolded
Italicized coded, for better words I'm hiding behind a screen
to be better worded, Inside my shell I wait and see
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed
inside of my head, its just a battle and the floor is always red
I can't fix your health, I can't defy what I've made bleed myself
true I could turn the other cheek, and just let you wait out to yourself as you bleed
if I smelt your air and my eyes sharped at thee
beware the scorn that I'll unleash
I'll wander out where you can't see
like an assassin I shall creep
I try to help but I can't breach
inside my mind is where it sleeps
It wanders out so you can see
just how the pain feels inside me
and it waits for you
(rhymed myself with myself had to fix it)
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