Janu Pinak
"...he followed me when I went to fight the Avatar."
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"And...Vith, she is an opressive mind, so full of decay...I was so terrified that- hes an empath, and I cannot see how one could survive that..."
Irony of the week- blondie's from there AND HES AN EMPATH. cool
"I was terrified for him, and neglected my injuries. But when he woke, he...I knew then. He ignored me- for good, reason, but. He just...I don't know, I..."
For some reason, Janu was intently staring at his hands like they were gonna perform magic tricks. He didn't seem to have ANY prayer beads, today.
"I have so little to care for. I have my chickens...my fight with the Avatar, of which I am quite fixated on, and this one friend I would consider, who now I obsess over. It would be nice if I could say I care for you, or Ma'at, or the fate of the universe, or Mother, but that merely makes me feel like a tool. There must be more opportunities, but I cannot find them. Especially with so many people already hating me for being cruel to you, as if that is the only judge of a person's merit."
Seemed he was finally done ranting on, for a second, as he flopped to sit down somewhere and hold his head.
"...I wanted children."
...Oh s**t, he did?... No wonder you seemed out of it. ... As for why he ignored you... *Rubs her head* I can't answer for him, but you said it yourself; he's an empath. Maybe it was too much for him to handle? Not everyone can just push things aside to deal with things...
...I-it's not healthy to be like that, anyway. But I bet it did hurt. >:
...Look, I forgive you for all that. But... when you first come in and start picking on someone out of the blue, people are going to react badly. If you had done the same to anyone else, I know I would have defended them, and gotten upset too. Try to look at it from our perspective... but on the other hand, we gotta try and understand yours. ...You don't have to worry about caring for me, if it causes you more pain, but just know I'm here for you, okay?
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*And a hand went to Aoi's mouth*... Jesus....Janu. I'm... I'm sorry.