Geista
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Finally feeling way better after some good nights of rest; especially after last night. It is just a smaller dose of Seroquel but it helped quite a bit with sleep and just feeling better in general. I did a full trail run of Vraylar, it didn't do anything for me. ._." At least I'm not so freakin' tired anymore and my depression has greatly lessened.
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Good to hear. Being sick really sucks especially when you have days off or have to take time off work.
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Ugh, I hated it when the professors where like that or it felt like you had to kiss a** or something to get a good grade. Everyone is different and should be allowed to express stuff as see fit, and not just doing what the professor says. It is possible to be self taught for writing and art. It is hard but doable. But then being published and selling pieces is whole ordeal in itself. ._."
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heart New lands with no stress; I wish real life was like that.
emotion_hug If you have the passion for it, I'd keep on writing.
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Oh wow, a journey; never imaged it like that but if that is how it comes out as; awesome! Yeah, a song can take anywhere from 10-40 hours for me to create. It does get a whole lot off my mind and is overall calming. My only problem is, if I promote on YouTube; would I actually sell any albums or just burn my money. @.@"
Thanks, I'm feeling much better now; I can only imagine what a few more weeks of good sleep will do for me. uwu Thanks, the least I can do is try.
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Im glad you have gotten better sleep an your mind feeels better too. ❤️
Thanks, so far Im almost over the worst of the coughing an breathing troubles with it for now.
3nodding Im trying to rest more an take meds too.
I agree, it felt to controlled an didn't feel to me to allow any expression of a persons art, my art either when I had some classes for art. Writing felt kind of similar too as I know grammar an such is taught but it felt like teachers over did it with rules too in some ways. Yes as well, to get published an all of that is a lot to do I have heard.
Thanks, Im glad youu like it. I at times do really like art an writing though getting time for them is hard with work an my moods.
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Nods I imagined it was a lot put into making each track/song, Im not sure if youtube would help or not as it seem hard to say if it would be worth it or like you said would burn money needlessly.
Im glad your doing better an I send my best wishes an good for you ❤️
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Thanks, I'm starting to feel a little more "normal" again. I just wish things could go back to the way they where before my trauma, but I know that's not possible. Just have to find a new normality or something.
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Hope you are feeling much better now after resting and meds.
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Yeah, art and writing classes should definitely allow for more self expression; it is a shame they aren't structured as such. I know what you mean with the rules for writing; like every single little thing had to perfect or you wouldn't get a good grade. Yeah, getting published is not easy and is what made writing for me so off-putting.
heart emotion_hug I would like to get a professional portfolio together and try to get into a gallery or something cause online just has not worked out for me. But damn, getting into a gallery isn't easy. ._."
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Welcome. ^_^ It is hard to find time for such activities with work and problems with mood. I know of many people of who's dreams where lost cause of work because it seems like it only leaves time for work and resting. That whole "hustle culture" or whatever is so unrealistic. Working a full time job does not let one pursue their real dreams.
Yeah, most likely it would just be a waste. @.@" I really need to get it together with my art, somehow and someway.
Thanks! ^_^
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