Zelda42O
Self-Made Millionaire
Zelda42O
Self-Made Millionaire
Well... ********... Now I'm a shitty boyfriend.
******** yeah dude. What if she judged you on what porn you watch? Its just fantasy it doesn't mean she wants to get gang raped. Sometimes different things turn people on man.
You would break her heart if you couldn't be attracted to her over something like that.
It would break my heart if i was her anyway.
Yeah but in my head, before she told me that, I had an image of her being somewhat of a good girl. Now that I know this it's changed. Everyone keeps saying it's a fantasy but usually when someone has a fantasy they want it in real life.
No. irl I'm one of the nicest people you've ever met. I'm the kind of girl that picks up trash on the way down the treet just to make sure it makes its way to a trashcan. & While I haven't looked at that kind of porn in awhile, I used to. I would NEVER want that. But for some unknown reason it turned me on.
Super embarrassing secret I can't believe I'm sharing. But I just cant help but feel like if I was your girlfriend and that was the determining factor to how you felt about me. I would be ashamed of myself.
But its not something to be ashamed of, its just a fantasy.
& Thats why it would be sad if you let this change the way yoyu felt. I think you should go watch different kinds of porns out there. I'm sure you'll find one type that REALLY turns you on but you never would've thought it would and you may disagree with it in your heart but for one reason or another your body reacts. You should, maybe put yourself in her shoes.
I really appreciate the time you took to write that out. Honestly, I do.
I tried to watch what she watches, but I am literally traumatized. I tried toning it down a lot to just two guys, with one girl, and she was okay with it. No r@p3 scenario, and it was still gross. Not traumatizing. Then I took it to two girls only, and to me it was hot but I mean, why would I be there in real life. So who knows... I don't know what to do.