Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.3%	[ 748 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 250 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 157 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 684 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2553 ]

[Everyday Arson Man]

Nervous for travel, tomorrow. So nervous for travel, tomorrow. I get up at 7, and navigate three different airports. I am nervous that something will screw up.

[seabrume]

I'm 25. I have money, a house and no kids. But somehow I still don't have any ******** friends to fill it with. I'm alone on a Friday night with no where to be and nothing to do. My life is pathetic and I feel like a failure even through my accomplishments. Who knew adulthood was so lonely.

[BubbIeCat]

I wonder if I'm too quiet of a person
Everyone talks about me to my friends
They all say that they want to hang out or they miss me
Yet they'll never actually talk directly to me
:l
It's whatever really
My type of fun is curling up and watching anime with a cup of hot chocolate
Maybe some netflix or a walk in the park
Sometimes I think I prefer being alone than actually talking to anyone

[Smoking Daffodils]

no way in hell I can focus on work...
I tried
it didn't go well
there isn't much I can do
I made enough to cover my bills
I'll try to encourage making some while I'm offline but for now I can't focus

I'm just on autopilot
I want to go to sleep and have it be tomorrow already
I'm too anxious for this

[BubbIeCat]

II HazelSkye II

I'm alone on a Friday night with no where to be and nothing to do. My life is pathetic
Good thing I asked for the night off
rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl

[Stoner Baby CHess]

You mean so much to me dear..
Forgive me for being so rude and upsetting,
times were hard but now I can see the light
And it has shown me beautiful things

So thank you.
For always being by my side no matter what.
I love you.

[Smoking Daffodils]

I think I'm going to focus on a video game tonight
I just need something to zone into
I can't focus on anything right now
time is moving horribly slow

between eating my feelings or zoning into the wall
I'm certainly not being very productive today

[unrecognizable twit]

i'm incomplete in every single way.

i've stopped bothering keeping in contact with anyone.

may the bridges i burn light the way.

[unrecognizable twit]

when i'm myself, i hurt.

[unrecognizable twit]

Misanthropic Majesty

Suicide Salvation

When you get right down to it, I'm pretty damn toxic.

[Dirty Dishwater]

its time like these where i have a different sort of clarity
i understand that we are each others fallbacks

cause right now i want to cry
and i would swear up and down that im yours

and maybe, just maybe it is because i am so full of hate
i want so much to find someone to help me
it is so bad,
just someone to advise me on how to channel it into other things
because my mind is simultaneously full of hate and misdirected affection
i try not to allow these feelings to become the main event and play them off or focus on something else
but its late and i don't have my laptop so i cant watch shows to aid in distraction

******** mind

[unrecognizable twit]

i'm so caught up in being disappointed in myself and hating everything about me
that i don't know how to progress or where to even start.

[Elaborate Toast]

Maybe things will get better.

I don't want to quit. Maybe this is my cue to work harder.

And to not put up with bullshit anymore.

[Smoking Daffodils]

I just feel like something has to go wrong
there isn't any where in this universe where I could have done something to deserve you...
I'm not a good person
I know I'm not a good person
and you
you're wonderful
:/
I just am hoping there isn't a fallout, that things are meant to be this way
but I just
it's too good to be true.