Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 746 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 250 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 157 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 684 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2551 ]

[charmsei]

Oh goodness, this new "friend" of his.
She reminds me of a very annoying version of myself.
His choice on who he's friends with, but I won't dare to be involved in that situation.

[6vn]

I intend on giving my guy this little item of mine...
I forgot I had it until five minutes ago.

It's a crystallized bat.

[mellifluous glass optics]

I keep thinking maybe it will get better. But then things like this morning happen.

Wake up and open tumblr and I see this fangirl trash from your new girlfriend. I see her talking about things that are clearly a result of you telling her stuff that we spoke about.

And I realize, again, you've chosen this piece of crap fangirl over me. You've chosen your cybersex yaoi rip-off crap over me, and for what. A married woman who can't even give you the real deal. But you never wanted that anyway, did you.

That text is more important to you than touch. You defend it. You keep her around.

So why the hell should I bother.

[GrandChaosKnight]

I caught this in my collection of music this morning on the way into work.
I've never had someone whom I've felt so sure about.

I hope you enjoy this. emotion_bigheart

[MaterialEarl]

Oh my god, this white guy making cooking videos speaking in my countries language (and pretty well from the 10 seconds I could stand without caving into myself) makes me super ******** uncomfortable and I have no idea why. I need to know why I'm feeling this way. emotion_kirakira

[Skritz]

I give up, I'm done caring about anyone.
No one cares about me, especially the ones I thought would. Looking back on the few months, I should of seen how much I was cared about. Oh well, lesson learned I guess. Back to not giving a s**t about anyone and being a heartless smartass who only cared about protecting whatever was left of his feelings.

[mellifluous glass optics]

I hope she's worth it.

I hope she satisfies you.

You've made your decision and I've made my own as a result. So this is what you've asked for.

I'm done. It's over, I'm tired of having the sickness of hope, tired of waiting, of holding onto nothing but the corpse of the person I fell in love with.

If your text-based ******** is so precious to you, have it. But I won't settle for that. I won't settle for words after traveling across countries to touch you. You goddamn fool.

Damn you.

[charmsei]

I think it's come time for me to leave here.
I want to disappear back into the real world and live there.

[Princess Jaydenn]

It's nearing that time again..medicine time for miss kittyface.>< It's getting harder to do, she knows every single time I'm getting it, and runs and hides away. I have to keep finding ways to be more sneaky about it.

[RidiculouslyFunny]

kahhhhhplowwwwww.

[Jemnu]

omg shut up

[Jemnu]

please cut out the drama neutral

[Grumpicorn]

holy s**t.
i really overreacted yesterday about the whole situation.
it's not that he's controlling.
he's just...selfish?
but i also need to learn to be okay with my body and learn to chill out.
it's not that i didn't want to do it.
i was just SCARED to do it.
but when he came over last night at midnight...holy ********.
we did things i've never done before.
positions.
my muscles are so sore today.
and my jaw is killing me.
i swear to god i love having sex with him.
the way he praises me makes me so happy.
and when he did his british accent?
mmmmmhm!
redface redface

[Grumpicorn]

I hate that I started my period today, though.
Now I have to wait 7 days to have crazy amazing sex again.

emotion_donotwant