Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.3%	[ 746 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 250 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 682 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2548 ]

[BingleBungus]

The glitch in my brain is driving me insane,

[b***h and Moan mode activate!

I just want someone to cuddle with...I just want someone to come home to after a long a** day and have them welcome me with open arms, and i want to do that for them. I want to have someone to talk to, who knows me...

I wish my happiness wasn't so dependent on whether or not I'm with someone because that's sappy and pathetic, but right now I can't help it...It ******** suck is sucking ********, and I don't like it. I wish for once I could stop feeling this way. I guess I replaced missing my ex, with being lonely and a pathetic blob of s**t.

I hate college, I'm interested in nothing I'm taking this quarter except for programming, but I need to do these classes so I can get my AA, and actually learn s**t I give a ******** about. It's just so monotonous I haven't done something for myself in so long, I wish I didn't view life like I'm being shackled down, but I guess that's the way it is right now.

And YOU, how the ******** s**t do you have the balls to even dare judge me, you're a ******** a*****e who does nothing but bring people down, you have no respect for anyone, and I'm glad what happened to you, actually happened. You ******** deserve you god damn p***k. I know what I need to do, I don't need one of the people who call themselves my friends bitching at me about it. You talk to your friends and family as if you're above them, when you're not, you're a ******** d**k and don't deserve what you have. You think just because you have nicer things then most people you're better then them, And saying you don't just makes it worse, maybe if you could accept who you were you'd get over it...}

I can't get free from the game

[storm their shores]

too bad those are just lyrics lol. w8 wat?....




i'm hungry.

[storm their shores]

just gonna sleep. i don't feel like thinking.

[Naterbee]

Oh gooood.
'D:
So awkwaaaard.

[Uncle Johnny]

okay. i've got one port packed. :)

[Charmander Sex]

That is really getting annoying...
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Thank god it's Friday. crying
Let today be a fast, easy day.

[electric guest]

♥♥♥;
i want to stay up, and work out.

but i'm just too damn tired. i wish i could sleep next to you.
i'm on the verge of tears. and i feel like you don't care.

you won't tell me that you're upset. you tell me to go to sleep. you won't talk to me.

what's the use?

[4ilene]

→ You always find a way to hurt me in the end.
Whether I'm not at your school, a city away, etc.
;

[S c h a d 3 n f r e u d e]

Ugh. I need to leave for therapy in an hour.

When I get home, I'm just going to sleep.

[littlesubmissivebrat]

I don't get my Master for Valentines Day or his birthday.
It makes me sad. crying

[S c h a d 3 n f r e u d e]

Fifteen minutes. *Sighs.*

[Uncle Johnny]

i miss you so bad...

[The Jester Arcana]

I had a dream about Jay last night. It was really innocent and everything. We were on like this cruise thing (Titanic!) and I was looking at this beautiful necklace and he said that he'd buy it for me. I was so happy in the dream. :s

Apparently Norman flipped his s**t again. Surprised that Eli didn't do it this time. Some little kid did. So bye bye forums. :l

[S c h a d 3 n f r e u d e]

Whatever, I need to go.