I wish you could see the beautiful person i see in you, regardless of height, gender, age, race. If only you could see what I see in you, maybe you could put all that vanity behind you.
I also wish you would give me a chance, you yourself said you never dated the people you liked because of X amount of factors, is that why you try so avidly to stay with the person you are with now? the same person that clearly ignores you and most likely only gives you attention to eventually express their sexual outlets, really, thats all i see when you talk with him.
it always goes to the same thing, and if you don't give him that, he tries to guilt trip you.
Like i said, i can read.
I will work out harder and more, i will become "good looking" and ill show you that modesty and humbility goes a long way
and ill work harder towards my dream, to show you that you can do anything as long as you have enough willpower.
I will become the musician that exists in my soul
And maybe then I can prove to you how worthless money really is, that its the people around you that are always by your side regardless of how many times they are hurt or cry
I have cried much because of the situation i face with you, and your relationship..its true
but I love you, i love you more than you or anyone else can comprehend, even myself can comprehend. Its not as easy as some on and off switch, not after everything we have shared..
I'll prove to you im worth something to keep by your side, i dont know how, but i will
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