Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.3%	[ 796 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	4.9%	[ 133 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 151 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 115 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.0%	[ 271 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 263 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 167 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 81 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 743 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2720 ]

[ParengoPringibal]

Let me assure you: No one is checking on me

[Butcher]

And yeah,
I'm paying Joey back before anyone.

[SophieSuffocate]

"Every time I see yer sniveling a**, my contempt for you grows. Pathetic."

[lL U C lI lF lE lR]

I'm so freaking frustrated- why tf am I the way I am?

[cr0wchild]

I don't feel good. I'm wondering if the coffee is responsible-- I was fine until I drank it. But now I'm anxious.

I hope therapy goes well today. I'm hoping we can talk more about the writing issue and maybe start figuring out how to stop caring what other people think so i can create freely again.

Maybe that will help with the gaming issue too. That fear of failure and judgment bc I'm terrible at it. Like I cannot really enjoy any new games bc I'm absolutely rubbish at most anything, or too stupid to understand/navigate them. Got one mission into DMC5 and quit bc I was terrible at it, for example. Can't play Fallout bc I can't figure out the menu system or crafting.

Maybe therapy will help.

[danndelion]

rafe adler

i'm so, so, soooooooooo tired of ******** job hunting.
i just want a job like the two friends i met who get unlimited pto and are allowed to work from literally anywhere in the world. for months at a time.
pls.

[` Divinity]

danndelion

rafe adler

i'm so, so, soooooooooo tired of ******** job hunting.
i just want a job like the two friends i met who get unlimited pto and are allowed to work from literally anywhere in the world. for months at a time.
pls.

[danndelion]

━━˖°˖ ☾☆☽ ˖°˖ ━━━━━━━

all the wfh positions i've looked at require a fkn degree gonk

━━━━━━━━━━⚝☾⋆⭒˚｡⋆

[Misanthropic Majesty]

` Divinity

danndelion

rafe adler

i'm so, so, soooooooooo tired of ******** job hunting.
i just want a job like the two friends i met who get unlimited pto and are allowed to work from literally anywhere in the world. for months at a time.
pls.

Tbh I just want part-time.
I'm finishing my degree this semester, and everything is still ******** and it pisses me off so much.
I didn't do all this just to have to be in-office 5 days a week full time. Absolutely not.
I keep hoping when I can finally say I'm finished with school there will be new opportunities, like there were when I started all of this.

[rafe adler]

i'm not optimistic that i'm moving on to the second round of interviews but can the recruiter pls give me an update
it's been a week and waiting on this is stressing me out

[rafe adler]

i am truly scared that being "stuck" is how the rest of my life is going to be like
because barely anything has changed in the last decade
i'm still the same kid with the same struggles

[cr0wchild]

Didn't get to talk about the writing thing, but I do have some new tools for if/when mom flips her s**t again or I have a panic attack. That's useful at least.

Maybe next time.