Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.3%	[ 795 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	4.9%	[ 132 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 151 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 115 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.0%	[ 271 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 263 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 167 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 81 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 742 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2717 ]

[Selunite]

i to this day am absolutely baffled by how long i put up with you

[Ekopinion]

Selunite

i to this day am absolutely baffled by how long i put up with you

[cr0wchild]

So tired. Grocery shopping, hot sauce making, dinner making (twice). Ugh.
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M still isn't replying. I hope he's okay.
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Need to write out everyone's histories for this AU. Don't have the motivation to do it. Hm.

[c-c-crying]

I don't know how else to describe it, but it feels like a part of me broke.
Snapped?
Died?
I feel numb.

[ScreamingTrashCat]

I should never be a mom lmao
I cannot hide my absolute disappointment.
I was all proud of this bean for talking about turning his life around.
Then the next thing I know he’s talking about moving to another country.
Start small, kiddo.
I get that you got big dreams but you’re gonna overwhelm yourself and lose motivation.
That being said, I do believe in you.
If you really want to do this then you got my support and I’ll help you in any way I can.

[ScreamingTrashCat]

I know you want to visit me but If I'm honest I’m a bit scared.
I know you don’t want to hurt me.
But I feel like if we meet and you decide you don’t like me…
That’s gonna hurt more than if we never met at all.

[LittIe Songbird]

I just need someone to tell me it’ll all be okay.

[Ekopinion]

LittIe Songbird

I just need someone to tell me it’ll all be okay.

[Butcher]

Idk why I care.
Maybe because I know it's not true.
Just letting it get to me
because I'm too tired to fight it.

[Butcher]

I'm gonna stop logging in one day.
I hope it's because I'm happy,
and not because I'm dead
though sometimes I wonder
if they only exist together.

[DROWning In Sins]

Drop dead.

[Alice Everheart]

I haven't talked to him in almost a year again.

But his ex keeps visiting my profile every couple of months.

Then there's this other account that also checks my profile. They can't see much, there's nothing there to see but videos I shared at best.

Sometimes I wonder if you check to see if I'm alive but then I stop and remind myself. Unlikely, you proved ultimately that you didn't care enough about me.

It stings because I wanted to keep the friendship, you were, still are in part, family to me even if you just used me.

I still lack emotions sometimes, it scares me when it happens.

But at least I know where I'm at, I'm happy, I'm safe and I don't have to doubt that I'll be tossed away like trash again and most of all I don't doubt and know I'm loved.

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Was tempted to burn the hoodie but didn't.

Then life likes to slap me in the face with oh you lost nearly all your art of your char, but here's all the art of your char with your ex!

And mom, sweetheart that she is, sent me my Simba plushie knowing how important Simba has always been to me, of the several ones I had, she sent me the one you had gifted me.

I can ignore all that easily but not gonna lie when it's little things that smack like little reminders. Pretty sure you don't even spare a thought and probably got rid of everything.

[Your Fxxcking Majesty]

closure is a lie

we just...move on, eventually