Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.1%	[ 801 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 138 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 152 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 115 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.0%	[ 276 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.6%	[ 265 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 169 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 81 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 751 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2748 ]

[Sin Eating]

******** rose bather.

“This is how I feel, knife play, cut deep. I’m getting aroused. Life line cut deep; you’re nothing, nothing to me now.”

[Sin Eating]

Funny how I thought all these 0’s in my account would make me happy.
New chain, same slave.

“This is paradise, everything that happens. I’ve been up grinding for years, doing whatever it takes. I got bags under my eyes, they said I need me a break. Woke up to bags up in the bank, woke up to being alone. Can’t tell you where I’m at, just now I wanna be home.”

[Sin Eating]

********. All five site wounds opened.
I am bleeding all over the ******** place.

God.

Damnit.

[Llwynog]

Another soul battered and broken, cast aside like a spent torch.

[Socuteboss]

[Sin Eating]

It’s bitten through the bars.
Boiled over.
Snapped.
Stay back if you don’t want to get bitten.

“I see you laughin in your comments, oh you think I’m funny now? The only time I’m pulling your leg is when I’m dragging your body.”

“I ******** loved you, but you’re a dog, that’s all you’ll ever be.”

[Sin Eating]

Yikes, you dropped your red nose, you ******** clown.
Lmao.

Anyway, Got my stitches and staples tended to.

Tank wants me to come over to the compound and throw some hands once i'm healed.
Hopefully it'll be before I leave.
I would like to get one more win against the cocky b*****d haha.
I wonder if I can find another Thai teacher in Tyler, they've got a couple of BJJ places.

[Sin Eating]

Who saves the savior?

Everybody tryna' save me, what the ******** is there worth saving?
Touch that holy water, start to burn up like I'm Satan
You can never hate me like I hate me
That's a ********' promise
Beg my mom and dad for once, just plеase
Please gеt honest with me
Walkin' round with my back knifed, prayin' to a glass pipe
Chewing fentanyl, wishing that it be my last bite
Mentally, I'm suffering emotions that I struggle with
Feeling that I'm not enough from trauma when I was a kid
I'm shedding tears as I'm singing this
Blow my head off and ID me with a fingerprint
Am I everything you dreamed of me as a kid?
Reduced to broken pieces just to play with as you wish
No, I'm so sick of ******** faking
Taking medication, only time I feel okay
Oh, just stay the ******** away, stay the ******** away, stay the ******** away, stay the ******** away
Throwing money at my problems, this here a new bottom
Promises of change, paint my face with looks of solemn
Straight L's in my column, back to back to back to back
Have you ever loved someone, but way too ******** scared to get attached?
Feelings of abandonment, always fail to manage it
Dress it up with diamond chains, money, hoes, and mansion cribs
Way too scared to have a kid, could I even handle it?
Always dreaming of it 'til my family bring me back to here
Right here in this moment, hey, it's me, the doormat
Been blessed with all this s**t just to not even enjoy it
No, I don't wanna go on anymore
Life been so different since my paw paw left this world
I often wonder if he's proud and I'm not sure
Who could love what I've become?
I'm sure no one

[mewkittyy]

i was approached about the deli manager position.'

i just can't. i did my time there, and i am so much happier where i am now.
the pay bump is appealing, but the stress is not.

idk if i should even tell my parents. they'll push me to do it.

[Dizzmae]

lol what's with these dreams here lately
first i dream about that which actually makes sense since we spent all day doing that
but this morning? wtf was that? gonk

[Bendejo]

You blow up my phone all day during one of my most busiest work days, get upset that I won't rush myself to join you on a videogame and proceed to blow my phone up again with apologies after I took time to explain how horrifically annoying it was to have to deal with this pressure.

YOU KEPT SENDING APOLOGY AFTER APOLOGY AS I TRIED TO SLEEP

ONLY AFTERWARDS do you want to talk s**t and try to ruin me as a person??

Whatever those 6 years were are absolutely NOTHING NOW.

What a joke.

[no scheisse]

incredibly bored and lonely.

[no scheisse]

the RP i just joined isnt really poppin so...idk. cant really work on my writing right now.
nobody's responded to an application. maybe my 'resume' is a joke. theres not really anything on it..

im not gonna make stuff up on it though.

[no scheisse]

one of my friends wants to take me clubbing later this month. im pretty sure im gonna hate it but i told her i'd go. she seems happy to introduce me to her new gf and stuff. so its not like i want to keep saying no, im just very sure that being out clubbing isnt my thing.