Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.3%	[ 797 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	4.9%	[ 133 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 151 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 115 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.0%	[ 272 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 263 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 167 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 81 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 743 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2722 ]

[Suicide Salvation]

I haven't seen Anastasia for years. Almost 12, I think. For some reason I think I remember a scene where she's running down the stairs? Maybe I'm hallucinating.

[Jemnu]

You're making me into the villain in all this.

I'm done. Okay? Are you happy?

That's understandable. Nobody cares if I leave.

That's been proven so many times, it makes my heart sting.

A only wants to get laid.

He will never talk to me the same again.

L is leaving me high and dry.

G resorts to talking at me like I'm some stupid child.

And C thinks I'm attacking her.

For what? For finally just telling her the truth?

And I'M the one who gets hurt?

Again?

[Mallori_Cantare]

I love how you say "Let's talk more" but then go all silent and never reply back to my text or fb messages and when I say night, you decided to talk more and RFHHIOHAOHAOIHAO
I hate it. I hate facebook and it's stupid seen function because it aggravates me that they've seen it and I expect a reply in 0.5 seconds and if I don't get one I feel ignored and blah and depressed and omg. I'm a twerp.

[Draugma]

I'm cold, and I feel horrible for some odd reason. Oh well, im going to throw myself into something for a while.
Mr. P and I will make it though this.

I wonder if that's about me. Hrn. .
I suck at life. Lol.

I'm stiff, and sore.
And bored to tears.

I didnt go to that event tonight, Idrw see anyone tonight.
Plus I can hardly even walk.
I need new shoes, and new knives.
There goes my first paycheck.

[cosmosredshift7]

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I go between feeling like a useless sack of s**t
to an accomplished a*****e.
what the ********

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[Draugma]

And new work pants. My old ones are like, seven years old and not long enough anymore. Lol.

I'm even more broke than when I -didn't- have a job.

[Jemnu]

It's not...fair.

I rattle people. I try to wake them up.

"Do you even care? Please be honest with me"

But I get treated ********, s**t.

Like a ******** baby.

The reason I'm so mad, and hurt.

It's not about her boyfriend, it's WHAT SHE SAID.

How could she even say that to me? After all I've done for her?..

Seriously...?

I'd forgive her; hell, I forgive everyone. I shoulder the blame, when surely, there's got to be /some/ blame for the other. But...why should I?..

Because I'm weak? Because I care? Because I miss her? Are those the reasons?

But why does SHE get to say what she thinks? Why is she the one who's scott free?

WHY am I sitting here, crying my eyes out, when I only wanted her to understand that I missed her?

Of course I don't want our little family to fall apart now. But why was it, when I was dating Jason, all she could do was ******** MAKE ME CRY ABOUT IT? All she could do was say that I was neglecting my friends?....

Every time I say ANYTHING remotely negative....people are shocked.

Fine. I'll be silent. I'll even lie to you.

You asked me to be honest, and I tried.

Thanks a lot.

[Draugma]

Mm, Idunno.
I guess I'll leave.

[Jemnu]

I'm so angry. So ******** hurt.

After all, I really have nobody I used to have.

Just because......of these stupid....things.

Just because of that,

I lose.

Not the fight, but the person.

I never cared about winning, or being completely right.

Only being heard. Having my friends back. Having the closeness back.

No, that's the s**t I have to lose.

And the reason I can't open up anymore?

Well, you should know now.

[Jemnu]

I think I just want to kill myself

[mewkittyy]

something.

[spica dvir]

Mom has like eight doctors appointments over the next month or so


I just really hope they find out what this is
anything is better than not knowing

[Rainier Silke]

I kind of want you to leave me alone. I'm still a little upset about earlier today. Even if it wasn't my fault. I just won't try as hard. I need to sleep before my hunger takes over. I'm just not in the mood....

[manly menopause]

of course.

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:/