Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 792 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	4.9%	[ 132 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 151 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 115 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.0%	[ 270 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 263 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.2%	[ 167 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 80 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 739 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2709 ]

[Smaller Skies]

But I don't believe as myself as a nice person.
Everyone says I'm too nice.
I don't feel that way:
But still no one deserves to be treated like crap.

I'm a human being too. I'm not a puppet, I have emotions as well.

[Bunnycakie]

Smaller Skies

I just don't understand..
Supposedly according to everyone I'm a nice person..
So why do I get treated like s**t?
When I would never do that to someone else?

It's just not fair...
I respect people and just want the same thing back..
Is that so much to ask for?

Seriously in my relationship. I don't need gifts...I don't need to be constantly told I'm beautiful handsome...
I don't need to own you and make you whipped.
All I need is for you to talk to me, cuddle me kiss me be intimate with me.
All I need is to know I'm yours and your mine.
And you made it seem like talking to me was an effort.
Yet you said you loved me.

I only needed one thing and that seemed to be the one thing you couldn't give to me, and you didn't give me anything else either.

[Bunnycakie]

Jason's drunk, he typoed my name as Lois.

It kinda irked me, lolololol...

[Smaller Skies]

a typical nobody

Rest your bones

I should have done as you told me to.

I am sorry. I am. I will write for you. There is not much else I can do. I am sorry.

Unspoken words I yearn for.

[HormonalTeenager]

Don't lie to me,
for my sake or yours.

[Smaller Skies]

Ugh.
I want to do something instead of just sitting around the house or sleeping but I don't feel like it.
I'm too tired.

[REPENT REPENT]

man
i felt so nervous going over there tonight though
and like
fjdlkfjsdlkfjsdklfjldskf
idk
i feel like i shouldnt feel this way around him
but i just cant ******** help it

[REPENT REPENT]

gotta admit i was SOOOO happy to leave the house
and be around PEOPLE
omg

i love it

[electric guest]

mmm mac n cheese. heart

so happy to eat. i was so hungry.

[Saint Loon]

I wish I could draw. I feel like that would be a good thing to chill out and de-stress; draw. Instead I edit pictures.

[Greedy Glamour]

the lust i feel for jared is unfathomable and i'm afraid that when we finally meet up and makeout for awhile we'll both just lose interest in each other.

ah, vidcon.
that's gonna be a crazy few days.

[a typical nobody]

All of this lead to something.

And I need to move forward.

[REPENT REPENT]

how is it though
after 5 years
5 YEARS.
3 of which we haven't been together
i STILL feel the same way about you when i walk into a room you're in
just like i did when i had a crush on you way back in high school

god damn that was a long time ago > >

[a typical nobody]

Why do I stick around for the inevitable?

This is not what I deserve. And yet here I am.
I am pathetic.

[HormonalTeenager]

She's genuine.

A rare gem.