Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.1%	[ 802 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 138 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 152 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 116 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.0%	[ 276 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 266 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 169 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 81 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 752 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2752 ]

[Cady of Cards]

I lost someone important, and all you can say is "[curse word] happens." ? Seriously?

[smile into the chaos]

you'recynicalandbeautiful
　　　　　　　you　　　　　always　　　　　　make　　　　　　a　　　　　　scene
you're monochrome delirious // you're nothing that you seem
　　　i'm drowning in your vanity | | your laugh is your disease
you'redirtyandyou'resweet
　　　　　　you　know　you're　e v e r y t h i n g　to　me



I had a great day at work today.
This woman came in and talked my ear off, but she was really sweet. I hope she comes back when I'm in.
I also got to take some free flowers home today because they weren't fit to sell so the florist was just going to through them out.
Scored a single red rose (for Clinton) and a whole bunch of pink and white alstroemerias.

Wasn't able to find shoes though. The Dr Scholls ones I tried at Walmart were way too big, and they didn't have them in my size. :c
Anything else I saw was either not nearly supportive enough, not dressy, or just plain ******** ugly.
Seriously, what is up with girl's dress shoes being so butt ******** ugly and useless? :/
Going to look some more tomorrow though. Hoping I can find something before my shift. D:

[Vingt cinq]

I'm thinking about buying Portal 2 for PC- Steam is having a ridiculous sale right now on it.

I'm also contemplating buying the two pack (12$ as opposed to 34? yes please), but I want to find someone to play with..

>o>
I wonder if you...arhgalsjkfs

[forged love]

fuuuuucckkkk
im so stressed out about grades right now
and when finals come around
uuuuuuuugggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
shoot me

[All I Do ls Nguyen]

i should just stop talking to people, in general.



i just can't seem to trust anyone....

[Doccubus]

The thought of holding some ones hand makes me queezy.

Human interaction. what?

[King of Kanto]

For some reason I'm beginning to dread my birthday tomorrow. I don't know--something feels off.

[forged love]

you know today i realized
marshall is just an old bitter drunk
if he hates his students so much
he really should just quit

he tells us he doesn't care
and he just treats everyone like crap

he gets me really upset all the time

[Captain Gay]

Vagabond Hero

Why do I do it?
Can't you tell?
It's because I love that smile of yours.

[Makigoto]

✖ i've been thinking of exile
✖ i've been thinking hit the highway and head up north


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i can't stop
i can't stop
i can't stop
i'm trapped in a cycle
and it's going down down down
before i know it i'll be in the dark, again.
i don't know if i'll be able to find my way out this time.

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i've been thinking cross the bridge and don't turn back ✖
██the only warmth is a warmth alone ✖

[King of Kanto]

I wonder if they don't care. A lot of people didn't add this account when I contacted them informing that I changed accounts.

Ah well.

[he who howls]

Ha, I...
I did it.
I went to go see my dying grandfather in the ICU,
While on my period,
While feeling like s**t/about to cry...
And I held it in.
I didn't cry in front of anyone.
I had to bite the ******** out of my lip, and look like I didn't care but...
I...didn't cry until we got home.
I...almost with Trevor was online still so I could say,
"No. He's not okay. I'M not okay, and I'm not *going* to be okay."
And I...
I don't know how much good that would do anyone, anyhow.
To you know, tell him I feel like s**t and express how I'm stuck crying and have a headache and...
Basically, the last thing he needs before bed is to hear how I'm doing poorly.
I don't want to worry him anyhow.
And I...I can keep this in.
I can do this.
I'll act fine tomorrow, like always and I...
If it comes down to it.
Under the circumstance I truly can't hold it in, I...
I'll cry. At school.
And I...I don't even ******** care. I just...
It's giving me such a headache and jaw ache (from clenching my teeth) I can't...think straight.
Bed time I guess.

[lower cases and capitals]

I feel emotionally wrecked today.
No reason, either. Just those stupid little high school problems that seep in and get to me sometimes.
Which, I suppose, is much better than anything else.
Because I know it'll go away on its own. It always does. It's ******** high school.

And Zach,
I know this is stupid and no one cares,
but he really made me feel so much better. Being around him literally lifted all my cares.
He was being so romantic and adorable and sexy, like he did in the very beginning.
I love when that happens. I love the comfort of being in a relationship for a long time, when the pressure to woo is lifted, because then it makes those tiny gestures mean so much more.

[HormonalTeenager]

Staring at your picture.

God. You're perfect.

[Ogamdo]

HormonalTeenager

Staring at your picture.

God. You're perfect.