Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023| Reminder 2024]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.1%	[ 803 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 138 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.5%	[ 152 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.2%	[ 116 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.0%	[ 277 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.7%	[ 267 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 169 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	3.0%	[ 82 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	27.3%	[ 753 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2757 ]

[CeramicSomething]

lavahead

i am so awful at having conversations.

[Naterbee]

Just the thought of it all is making be anxious in a bad way.
It feels like something is lodged in my throat.

I think I honestly need to see someone about this.
All this is anxiety that I always feel can't be healthy.
At all.
Every little subject of my life is ruled over by it.

I usually don't like going out on a group outing unless it's with people from The Freaks.
Which is why I skipped out on a lot of parties, I spent the majority of my time making up situations in my head where I'd be be sitting in a corner and people would see me and tell me that I didn't belong there.

So, I chose the safe way out and just didn't go.
The thought of having that happen made me want to puke.

Which is also partly why I missed out on most of my muck up week, and why I spent ten - fifteen minutes at my farewell dinner crying and hiding outside with Sharon and my sisters.

The whole time I was on that table I felt sick.

[cryptography]

hahahaha, for as long as you've known me, you never were able to understand my thoughts, nor will you ever be. lol

[burning rowan]

something old. something new.
s o m e t h i n gxxb o r r o w e d.
something blue.


i
love
being
naked.
smile

[little boat little sea]

i'm sorry that it hurt you. that it still hurts you.
i really am.
and I love you. and you know that.
and it won't happen again.

[chaud lapin]

not good enough.

[Naterbee]

Like right now.
All I want to do is cry.
And that's because I typed all of that up and posted it on an internet forum.

DLS isn't enough anymore.
And I hate to say it, but I don't think it ever was.


It's a good place to go when I don't want t feel alone with my problems though, and I've met a lot of really amazing people.

[hip albatrosss]

Something's got me reeling.
Stopped me from believing.
Turn me around again.
Said that we can do it.
Y'know I wanna do it again.

[CeramicSomething]

I wanna feel r e c k l e s s

I haven't written on my arms lately... I feel like I should, maybe I will tomorrow. Definately for Monday.

I wanna live it up just b e c a u s e

[little boat little sea]

i keep writing out things and deleting them.
i feel like anything i say is going to start something with you.

i'm sorry.
that's it.

[s t e e l runner]

Comme une pierre que l'on jette
Dans l'eau vive d'un ruisseau
Et qui laisse derrière elle
Des milliers de ronds dans l'eau

I feel rather sad right now but I have no real reason to be.

[S c h a d 3 n f r e u d e]

Listening to you breathe is so calming. It helped me write my paper.

[chaud lapin]

you know what i want.
and until i get it i wont be happy.
i wont get over it.
goodbye.

[RattusMinor]

my nose hurts
i have a headache
this room is too hot