Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 744 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 249 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 682 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2545 ]

[MaterialEarl]

Blah, why when I read fanfic porn it's always either super romantic and cheesy or hardcore BDSM, borderline rape. Can I please have two guys having clumsy sex and laughing about it? Sex is not that ******** serious, yo.

[electric guest]

cleaning out this closet is ******** ridiculous. how do we have this many clothes?
i'm getting so exhausted.
and my tailbone is starting to throb. but i want to get it done.

if i don't now, i never will.

[smile into the chaos]

you'recynicalandbeautiful
　　　　　　　you　　　　　always　　　　　　make　　　　　　a　　　　　　scene
you're monochrome delirious you're nothing that you seem
　　　i'm drowning in your vanity / / your laugh is your disease
you'redirtyandyou'resweet
　　　　　　you　know　you're　e v e r y t h i n g　to　me



Not completely satisfied with this avatar, but eh. It'll do for now.

[Carnal Cupcake]

I'm just too depressed to stay awake.

[electric guest]

i really would love to move my dresser into the apartment. it's huge, and stores so much.

it's worth at least 1k. and we could sell it if needed.
but i don't want to haul it out here and have my dad help me carry it up the stairs.
because what if you break up with me over something stupid again?

i don't want to move it out in a month.
seriously.

[smile into the chaos]

you'recynicalandbeautiful
　　　　　　　you　　　　　always　　　　　　make　　　　　　a　　　　　　scene
you're monochrome delirious you're nothing that you seem
　　　i'm drowning in your vanity / / your laugh is your disease
you'redirtyandyou'resweet
　　　　　　you　know　you're　e v e r y t h i n g　to　me



While I've always thought Marilyn Monroe was pretty beautiful (let's face it, there will never be anyone who looks nearly as unique as her ever), she's not my favorite old Hollywood star.
(Rita Hayworth is, fyi.)

But I'm reading a story by some photographer about his time spent shooting her, and I really have to say it's made me admire her more.
She was playful, yet haunted and closed off.
She wasn't overly vain, but she had confidence in her talent as an actress... and yet she was hard on herself and considered herself a failure.

I wonder if she ever thought she'd become one of the most idolized and iconic film stars of all time...

[Sammiifayse]

Just counted up my owls
4 more and I'm half way through
******** yeah!
And they all look pretty damned good too!

[Sammiifayse]

Lol most random out of the blue statement ever
"You had a p***s in my dream last night"

[electric guest]

put up sheet to block out the bulk of the overhead light. stringing white lights above to illuminate the design. but i need a ******** extension cord fuuuuck.

[MaterialEarl]

Okay, this is really frustrating me. I'm going to have to butcher the English language and the art of literature to get this stupid thing I have in my brain. I'm so sorry, every single English teacher.

[fattiest fat cat]

It's 3 am. I'm sick. I'm tired. I feel like shot. I have school tomorrow and I told you 20 ******** minutes ago I need to try and sleep.

DO NOT ******** CALL ME TO STARTLE ME AWAKE YOU SELFISH c**t

[electric guest]

2.5 hours till you're off.

i am afraid i can't hold out any longer.
i'm moving all the laundry off the bed, and i am passing out. so much pain atm.
it keeps shooting up my back, and forcing me to stop walking for a moment.

it's such a mess. but i just need to take apart a couple things so i can put my desktop in there. then i'm thinking i want to get a fan in there and some things on the walls.

it's looking lovely. i'm very pleased.

[as waves crash]

You don't even see how much you're affecting __.

I know it's none of my business, but you're not the one who's lending a shoulder for __ to cry on at 2am.
Listening to them cry, apologize, and then ramble on completely lost.
Getting texts at 4am, asking if you're still up. Having them say how sad they are.
How they're shaking because they're so upset.

You messed up and I don't know who you are anymore.

[as waves crash]

I just hate seeing them upset. Especially since I don't know how to help, and it's killing me.

While you're dating person after person, like you don't even care at all.

[Rest your bones]

Destruction approaches and what else would you ever do but run from the billowing clouds? You were never brave enough to face the dark. I warned you, but through the saccharine it must have sounded so silly. How could I hurt you? Worse. I could hurt you so much worse. You have little measure of my complete cruelty.

And there is no absolution without facing the Devil. So I'll write my silly phrases and stare down the winged beast haunting my hollows.

Watch me. It's always been crash and burn or celebration at the finish line. A man like me has no middle.