Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 744 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 249 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 682 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2545 ]

[Wandering Spade]

I have been so unproductive since spring break ended. I guess it started over spring break, but the stuff I have to do didn't start until after it. I am behind in reading and doing assignments very last minute if I do them.

[AudacityOnDrugs]

No matter how many heart breaks I go through.

It cuts just as deep everytime

[Wandering Spade]

Actually being honest with my family has brought about some really good things.
My step mom gave a speech about her condition made her realize they needed to be accepting, and if I turned out to be a lesbian she would be okay with it (I am the only daughter not married). I told my step mom that I may I like girls and I made out with a girl( so I was not fully honest), and implied that I had been with guys. I assured her I would probably marry a guy, and told her not to tell anyone about it.
Then I told several people that I had lost my virginity. I got some disapproving you were so innocent speeches. I actually got called a slut by someone. I could only imagine if I told them I lost it once to a guy, then another time with a girl.

[mewkittyy]

what can i do?

do you want to get married the moment you get here?
i want you. for the rest of my life. i'm not leaving.

what can i do to prove it to you?

[cosmosredshift7]

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I'm such a ******** socially awkward a*****e.

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[unchanging]

Should be sleeping, been attempting to sleep earlier,
been waking up earlier, trying to stay positive
Tonight is a little different, Marco was kind
Still getting up at 7:30 regardless

The circles under my eyes have looked bruised for a while now,
you're only noticing them now because they look darker than usual
Can you keep quiet at the right moment for once,
I'd hate to resemble you when I am older

[smile into the chaos]

you'recynicalandbeautiful
　　　　　　　you　　　　　always　　　　　　make　　　　　　a　　　　　　scene
you're monochrome delirious you're nothing that you seem
　　　i'm drowning in your vanity / / your laugh is your disease
you'redirtyandyou'resweet
　　　　　　you　know　you're　e v e r y t h i n g　to　me



The reddit gift exchanges actually help me keep my faith in humanity.
It's a lot of fun shopping for a gift for a complete stranger. Some of them I actually get a little frazzled with because I have too many ideas and end up spending more money than I should. >.>;
But the reactions are usually worth it. For the sock exchange, I asked my grandma if she had any slippers knitted in a larger size, since this guy's parents didn't get him any socks for Christmas.
Sure enough, I was able to send him a pair of my grandma's slippers and he loved them which made me really happy. I'm hoping he posts a picture so I can show her.

[smile into the chaos]

you'recynicalandbeautiful
　　　　　　　you　　　　　always　　　　　　make　　　　　　a　　　　　　scene
you're monochrome delirious you're nothing that you seem
　　　i'm drowning in your vanity / / your laugh is your disease
you'redirtyandyou'resweet
　　　　　　you　know　you're　e v e r y t h i n g　to　me



Already got my Marvel guy's gift picked out - couple of graphic novels and a t-shirt.

T-shirt guy's probably going to get a shirt of his favorite FIFA team. Would love it if I can find an official one but a lot of the stores charge duties/customs and I don't want him to deal with that. :/

Then there's board game guy. Gonna go visit the local shop on pay day and see what he can recommend for me.

I signed up for a t-shirt rematch in case someone gets screwed over. Did the same thing last year and was really happy with how easy my giftee was to shop for and how much he loved the shirts.

[Funeral sw1m]

I want a girlfriend : |

[unchanging]

Types a few paragraphs, decides against posting it.

Yes, I should take my leave.

[Punkesque]

digging my grave again

[Puchny]

Too unmotivated and lazy to give a f*ck about properly building my future.
Gawd it sucks to know how to get the things you want, but you don't do anything about.
Doesn't help I lie to the people around.

[unchanging]

Looks like I need a little reminder.
Something short and sweet should do.

Ignore the grunts, snide remarks, baked from scratch pastries.
Tolerate each and every annoyance.
Sit back, relax, and take notes.
Hwaiting. jiayou, love what you love ~

Okay. You're okay.
<3

[Madame_Fox]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=515-f8uX0-U

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