Dirty Little Secrets [Announcement 11/8/2023]

Before I go, I've got to know:

Is that what you mean to say?	29.2%	[ 743 ]
Before I rise to my defense,	5.0%	[ 127 ]
Before I speak in hurt or fear,	5.6%	[ 142 ]
Before I build that wall of words,	4.3%	[ 110 ]
Tell me: did I really hear?	10.2%	[ 260 ]
Words are windows, or they're walls,	9.8%	[ 249 ]
They sentence us, or set us free.	6.1%	[ 156 ]
When I speak and when I hear,	2.9%	[ 75 ]
Let the love light shine through me.	26.8%	[ 681 ]
Total Votes:			[ 2543 ]

[Briquelet]

For the first time in a long time,
I ran through the pain.

[ol lefty]

I sound like a 12 year old.

[Apathetic Cryptid]

You've already made progress.
I'm glad.
I'm proud of you.

I was holding you back from that.
You were so focused on us, you...

Well, regardless.
I want to be with you again someday.
When we can really be together.

That's my new dream.

And until then?
I'm going to work, every day, to be better.
To be the best person I can be.
So I can be good enough for you.

I need this time, away from everyone, to better myself.
To sort out my life, and learn how to make myself happy.
I have no idea who I am, and I need to figure it out.
I need to figure out how to lead a happy life, without relying on means of easy escapes.

I'm going to put effort into this.

Then, one day?
Maybe we can live closer.
Maybe... Just maybe?

If I work hard enough, I'll be good enough for you.
And then, maybe.. Maybe you'll take me back.
And we'll be able to really truly be together.


But right now, we're young. Naive. We're both immature as ********, honestly.
I'm not good enough for you.
And as much as it hurts, every moment
I need to let you go for now.

I can't ask you to take me back.
Not yet.
Not until I can be happy on my own.


This is what I need.

I love you more than anything.
I really hope you stick around and believe me,
That when the time comes, I can deserve you and be good for you and love you as much as you deserve.
That you'll give me that second chance.

[G0MI]

nobody wants me to go to school up here, haha.
not my friends, not my family.


i guess there's a compliment hidden in there somewhere.

[Gypsosaurus]

;w;
Sehoya wrote me the NICEST letter of recommendation for my EAA teaching position.

[Apathetic Cryptid]

I can't ask you to wait for me, though.
That would be incredibly selfish.

If you find someone else who makes you happier..
Then I want you to be with them.
Honestly.

I want you to be the absolute happiest you can be.
I can hope and dream that it'll be with me.

But...
As much as it scares me.
I can't ask you to wait.
To sit on your a** and wait while I grow the ******** up, learn to be an adult, live a real life worth living
Only talking to you twice a week, if that...



I just wish you happiness.
Be it with me, down the road,
Or with another very very lucky woman.

[King of Kanto]

Anon from my crushtag, I'm still interested in knowing who you are...

[Imaginary Dinosaur]

i really hate eating.
i'm getting so used to seeing myself skinny.

[King of Kanto]

Is it worth it?
I don't know.

[Dirty Dishwater]

I ought to just tell you to forget the past 6 years. Let this all be over and done with.

[Apathetic Cryptid]

Heh..

I'm glad we agreed to block each other on here.

You'll never see those.



You'll never know.

[Chronogenesis]

yum_tea
I love listening to this one song; it's such a trigger for me.
Hello Cyn, nice to have you back.

[King of Kanto]

I'd really like to do a cover of the song on my profile, but I worry that my voice isn't very good...

[Imaginary Dinosaur]

i'm such a loser.
talking to you makes me feel so low
and shitty.

[Imaginary Dinosaur]

we're bestfriends.
and i'm never the clingy one.
but with you...
i just need to hear it.
i'm sorry.
i can be needy too.
especially because now...
you don't need me as much as i need you.
it's so ******** scary.