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I love you Missy

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Happy Turkey Day Y'all!
(it's tomorrow, but still.)

Fashionable Gaian

Been out of work since April 2020.

My little sister committed suicide May 2020.

My mom, had 4 months of cancer, uterus removed, chemo & she didn't make it.
Mom died May of 2021.

I'm gluten free for the rest of my life, and if I have a CRUMB of gluten I cannot have dairy until I'm better, that's about 6+ months depending.

Exhausted, unemployed, have a lot of time but no energy, will or desire for art I want to work on.

....still haven't buried mom's cremated remains.



Just been feeling horrible, on all fronts.

I cannot donate eggs I'm too old.
Cannot donate plasma, need a mask/face shield.

I'm so claustrophobic, I had a doctor's note to prove it, and I was terminated from my employer.
NOT on disability, or unemployment.

In fact, unemployment claims I OWE THEM $10,000 for being "overpaid" when, I worked for that? Earned it? USED IT TO LIVE?

So, yep. I've been absent,I'm sorry.

Honestly, I'm usually curled up on the couch sleeping with my dogs.

Man-Hungry Werewolf

Merry Christmas

Fashionable Gaian

Vardaen
Merry Christmas


:hugs:
And happy new year!

Fashionable Gaian

Tuesday, 4th of January 2022... we euthanized our Princess of a Boxer named Fawn.

Severely upset & missing her, the house is eerily quiet without her.

Took her to the vet, she had a mass that kept growing, I was hoping would be a draining fluid issue but I knew, it wasn't.

Fear confirmed at the vet, Fawn was suffering from cancer.

The mass was a mammary tumor(s), and the cancer had already spread into her lungs.

Completely soul crushed.

I cried so much I couldn't see on Wednesday, wasn't better until Thursday.

(Allergic to salt, left eye had an allergic reaction pretty much closed, and my right eye's vision blurred.)

I've not been able to focus.
Cannot sleep at night, been sleeping during the day, ALL DAY its terrible.

Got up with Addison this morning as he went to work, I'm focusing on housework mostly.

Not, sure, if I'll get back into art but I need to, just in pain from having to make that decision.

Sick of so much loss.

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Sorry life keeps kicking us when we're down, but try to keep getting back up and hope for a better tomorrow. A lot of your future starts with your outlook. No, not always looking to the bright side, or finding something fantastical about a horrible situation, but try to stay positive. Wake up with ''I get to... today'' not "I have to... today" little mindset changes. Do what you can, change what you can, to the best of your ability in the moment and try for better tomorrow.

Daddy Hades's Queen

Wilderness Sweetheart

Man-Hungry Werewolf

hope you're all doing ok

Fashionable Gaian

Hey y'all,

Sorry depression has just.... things are difficult but looking up somewhat.

Addison's local store for Best Buy permanently closed.
The other location is STILL in renovation, he was forced to work from home for WAY less pay.

Well, all changed Monday! heart
New job, works at home twice a week rest in the office AND weekends off!

He's happy to play card games again hopefully!
And, MAYBE I could set up for weekend conventions?

We'll see. heart

Miss y'all.
Huge thanks to EvilA for reminding me, I've just, I've been sleeping mostly I'm sorry.
Like, night AND day. Or, I DON'T sleep.

Still, dealing with unemployment issue if I owe 10k I don't have.
House & car are still in bankruptcy.

Still need to bury mom's remains, and get family headstones.

Otherwise, day to day.... sleep to avoid using electricity or eating. sweatdrop

Fashionable Gaian

I am going to HOPEFULLY stream games regularly?

And MAYBE after NEXT Friday, I'll stream while working on various art projects!

TODAY:
10AM - 2PM CT
I'll stream New Pokemon Snap on the Switch!

Libby_Doe on Twitch!

Fashionable Gaian

Working again.

This morning, one of our little dogs died.

Exhausted with life.
MissMissie
Working again.

This morning, one of our little dogs died.

Exhausted with life.


Hey you! It's been forever! I am so glad to see you up and going. Miss you Missy! *hugs tightly*

So sorry about your dog. Where is your new job?

Witty Lunatic

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