Been out of work since April 2020.
My little sister committed suicide May 2020.
My mom, had 4 months of cancer, uterus removed, chemo & she didn't make it.
Mom died May of 2021.
I'm gluten free for the rest of my life, and if I have a CRUMB of gluten I cannot have dairy until I'm better, that's about 6+ months depending.
Exhausted, unemployed, have a lot of time but no energy, will or desire for art I want to work on.
....still haven't buried mom's cremated remains.
Just been feeling horrible, on all fronts.
I cannot donate eggs I'm too old.
Cannot donate plasma, need a mask/face shield.
I'm so claustrophobic, I had a doctor's note to prove it, and I was terminated from my employer.
NOT on disability, or unemployment.
In fact, unemployment claims I OWE THEM $10,000 for being "overpaid" when, I worked for that? Earned it? USED IT TO LIVE?
So, yep. I've been absent,I'm sorry.
Honestly, I'm usually curled up on the couch sleeping with my dogs.