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Lupine Guildsman

I really outdid myself today.
There are some days that I feel absolutely ******** useless, but today took the cake.
I'm so tired of this...
_____

I hope you feel better soon and stop getting into accidents, no matter how small.

She doesn't seem homesick at all, which is good for her, I guess.
I'd die quickly after living on my own, because I can't seem to do anything right.
It's horrible that your family makes you feel that way, but at least you're not stuck with them forever.

Well, I wish you a safe trip.
I'm sorry for not reaching home on time.
See you soon.
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Lupine Guildsman

I could really use a hug right now...

-Hugs tightly and doesn't let go.-
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Lupine Guildsman

Oh my God, Reality.
It's so good to see you right now.
-hugs you tightly-

I'm losing my mind. I don't want to be a part of this world anymore.
I've been so emotional, yet depressed lately, it doesn't even make sense to me.
I understand where it's all coming from, but I don't know why I care so much.
And tomorrow, because of frosh week, I have to pretend to be alright.
I just want to be alone...

It's nice to see you, too.
Today has been so long...
-Snuggles.-

I know it might not be helpful, but please hang in there, Terr.
You don't have to pretend to be okay. Just take the day one thing at a time.
A distraction might help, and it might not.

If you want, we can pick a night for a skype chat.
And I'll give you my skype name.
Something for you to look forward to.

Tomorrow I'm going to take pictures of my room for you.
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Lupine Guildsman

Ditto. Too long...
-snuggles-

You are helpful. You've instantly made my night better.

I'd love to skype with you, but I don't want things to be rushed just because I'm being miserable again. However, I am surprised and really happy that you complied so quickly. I'll give you both my skype name and cell number, and you decide which you'd like to use. Though, I've always thought it would be nice to be able to instantly text each other when something was wrong, instead of waiting for each other to log on.

I look forward to those pictures.
But please note that I might not log on tomorrow night.
I might be so tired from the volunteering that I go to bed early, or be stuck on duty.
I'll do my best though.
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Lupine Guildsman

I'm sorry, Reality, but I really have to go to sleep right now. I have to be up in seven hours and it's been taking me hours to fall asleep these past couple days.

Love you. Goodnight.

Yeah.
I got up at three [two eastern], and left the house an hour later.
By the time we got into Ottawa it was six-thirty.
Almost all of my day was spent in the car.

I'm glad I could help you feel better.

Since you suggested it I've just been thinking about it a lot.
My brain doesn't things go easily.
Sure, it's scary.
But, I feel like it'd be nice, despite how afraid and anxious I feel about it.

It's okay.
If you're super tired tomorrow, just sleep if that turns out to be the case.
There'll be other nights.

Okay.
I should sleep too, anyway. Last night I got maybe three hours of sleep after getting home late.
My feet and throat are aching.
And tomorrow I promised to eat breakfast with a few people.

I love you, too.
<3

Nighty night, Terr.
-Snuggles.-

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