Aw, don't be silly, hun. If you still want to do them, I'm in no rush. And it's not true when you say no one cares, because even though you don't know me too well, I'm always here in case you need someone to talk to. I've been in your shoes a lot in my life, and a lot since my Mom passed away. I completely understand. You get to where you don't want to do anything because what's it worth, right? I just hope you feel better soon.