I just want it to be known that I really love everyone here. The community was truly something I could always lean into when I needed a shoulder, someone I could talk to when I needed an ear, someone to give me inspiration or cheer me up when I needed the perk boost or the kick to my artistic muses.
I've been active in many shops. I've colored either as full on staff, part-time staff or guest staff for lots of shops in the B/C, but B'alam was always one of the very few places I knew I could be welcomed without judgment. Everyone here - staff, pet owners, and yes, stalkers! - were always welcoming and understanding. I couldn't ask for a better family than the ones I've made here.
To see the shop and my family be treated in such a way is heartbreaking. Words genuinely cannot express the amount of turmoil I'm dealing with this news and for that, I'm just.... meeeeeehhhhh.... I'm just meh. Meh... >.<!
I do not know both sides of this story. I only know the one I've been told and the one I've observed either as a sister in staff, or as a bystander watching the other parties slowly scratch away at our collective sanity with their bizarre and sheltered efforts to get their way.
If - IF - LYJ wants to calmly approach me to explain their side of the story, I will gladly allow it! I'd love to hear what's going on in their mind. I'd love to understand why they thought the route they took here was more reasonable than acting as a mature adult and approaching the shop calmly to discuss this situation instead of... ~points to the PMs from Gaia mods~ ... this...
As an outsider, this method - to me - is childish and petty... so until I learn otherwise, this is how I view it.
AND SO! Due to the immature motions in which this was handled on their end, I want it known...
I, Seruta, would like it to be known that any B'alam and/or B'alam familiar that was colored or edited by me cannot be used as a reference for a new pet, conversion, etc. at any point in time for anything attached to the LYJ or Leelakins name. This includes whatever name(s) they are associated with on not just Gaia, but on other sites and platforms as well.
Pets and edits that I have made and/or created through these lines have had some small semblence of my myself added into their creation and I do not want to be associated with them at this time.
This ruling is indefinite unless I am given sufficient enough reason to withdraw this statement myself. If anyone is uncertain on this ruling, I encourage contacting me for further verification or discussion on the matter via PM here on Gaia, or through DM on Discord.
That being said, To everyone here who made B'alam the wonderful place that it's been, please do not hesitate to contact me. I don't want to lose contact with any of my online fam. emotion_bigheart
With much love and support,
Seruta