Shizuka Tensui
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- Posted: Wed, 06 May 2015 05:42:55 +0000
● There's a place where you can light the fire and watch it burn :: Its too dangerous.. for something like that... ●
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● None In Use :: Lay it down and lose it all ●
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● It's taken me so far beyond the point of no return :: Vampire & Demon Slayer ●
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● None In Use :: Gave all that I had when hope is gone ●
Never in a millions years would Jaylen have thought that anyone taking witness to this mess around would actually decide to approach her. Mateo had forced her into being like the monsters she hated so much, and though she didn't drink blood the fact of the matter was no one wanted to be around a killer, let alone one that felt no remorse... until her mind had finally been given back to her, until it was far too late. Just like now. So much innocent blood on her hands - Jaylen had no idea the number of lives she'd taken, absolutely no idea. She never wanted to know, either; it would just make her feel even worse than she already did living with this curse. From the very beginning, vampires had tried to decide her fate for her - she was almost ripped apart and eaten, almost raped... For a while there she thought she finally had the upper hand when she started at Fairend Skye; she'd taken the same reputation as her adoptive father had for killing the creatures. And then everything came tumbling down... all because of a single vampire that had finally managed to trick her, finally managed to beat her. Sitting here like this, blood smeared all over her person, tears running down her face, she felt just as trapped and manipulated, just as frightened, as she did back in Velron as a child...
Suddenly, the snap of a twig in front of her and a voice that she didn't recognize would get Jaylen's attention. Tear-filled, dark turquoise gaze raising from the ground she'd been staring at to the person's feet, the next thing she knew a male would be crouching in front of her, lifting her head up even more. Why? Why would anyone want to look at her? "You know...you....shouldn't say such sad things... Finally raising her eyes to his face as she felt a thumb wipe away the tear that had started rolling down her cheek, Jaylen's gaze would shake as her hair was brushed away from her face. "W-W..ho..." Who was this man? Why did he even care when they were clearly strangers? Or.. was he someone she met while Mateo.. was manipulating her? No... no.. that monster only made her kill everyone in her path... "I know someone who'd be...very sad if anything killed you, how they'd probably break down crying just seeing you the way you are now..." Just who was he talking about? Who did he know?
Gasping when she felt her fiercely trembling body being gently pulled towards him, Jaylen honestly didn't... know what to do. His chin being placed atop her head, she knew what she should do before he even said anything else; push him away, yell at him to leave before he joined the bloody bodies that had been strewn in parts all around her. Every ounce of her strength to do those things though... it was gone, just simply gone right now. Jaylen had hit lows before, but never rock bottom - and it was only because of what she'd found out during that moment of clarity that she was at the bottom right now. To know that Mateo had been causing her to take all these innocent lives was one thing, to know he forced her to have a child with him though and find out about it decades later.. was another story though. Frozen but her body still trembling, the slayer could only listen to the dark haired male.
"I know you don't know who I am, a complete stranger out of the blue. But...I've heard a great deal about you from a girl who loves you more than anything in the world. I don't know what it is but, I want to help...in anyway I can. I made a promise to help her and you if you'll let me..."
Her... Did he mean... Jozlyn? that was her name, right? Hearing this, Jaylen would flinch, biting her lip as she stared down at the other's shirt collar. The woman only had recollection of meeting her illegitimate halfling daughter once and it wasn't a happy memory, it was full of anger... but what struck Jaylen at the mention of that promise was the look on the girl's face before she took off. There was something in it that, for a brief moment, gave Jaylen a spark of hope before it disappeared again as her doubts took over. Was she really... trying to help her? "And...to answer your question, no. It's not too much to ask to be safe, to laugh, or even to be close to someone....it's never...too much to ask for..." A slight whimper escaping her throat at this, Jaylen shakily rose a hand, peering down at the blood caked to it for a moment. "A...A promise... to her..? She... m-my...?" Jaylen couldn't even speak her name let alone mention the word 'daughter'.
It was so hard to believe she'd given birth to a creature that was part vampire, one of the things she couldn't stand to even hear mentioned in a conversation let alone be near without feeling the urge to kill. It felt wrong, so very wrong, but it was fact... there was no reason for Mateo to hold it over her head otherwise, and the girl did look just like her no matter how much she hated admitting it. Touching her other hand to her stomach, she could feel her face contort into one of disgust. Yet, that girl, who apparently saw through what Mateo was doing to her, was willing to help her? Why? When she knew just from the sheer look on Jaylen's face that her own mother didn't trust her? It was hard to believe. Any helping hand was hard to believe, to trust in, to give into... The only people she'd ever trusted, that actually came through for her, were Cedric and Natalya, and she was certain that they, along with the twins and Atsuko, thought she was simply long dead at this point. What did she have left? A cursed existence, that's what.
The hand that she'd been gazing at a moment ago curling into a loose fist before she'd weakly attempt to hit the male's chest before her as the tears started streaming down her face again, Jaylen shook her head. "Y-You don't understand! E-Everything.... anything at all is too much to ask for! No matter w-what I do, what I say, no matter how hard I try to fight, try to hold on, that monster takes it all from me!" Voice rather strained as the words just flowed out in distress and anger, Jaylen's sobbing was unmistakeable, her body once again trembling in this stranger's grasp. Slowly opening up her clenched hand and turning it, resting her fingers and her palm lightly against the chest her face was buried in at the moment, Jaylen could, for the first time in years, feel the beating of a heart that belonged to something of the living. Just that in itself, paired with the fact someone was actually trying to console her, was enough to calm her down enough to speak again after a few minutes, this time her voice a mere whisper. "I haven't... h-haven't seen my family.. in n-nearly.. fifty years... I c-can't even.. get close enough to feel another person's warmth like this.. without putting them in danger.. w-without all of this happening..." Obviously, 'this' meant the forced bloodshed around her, a scene that her child self was all too familiar with, a scene that she had started creating all because of that damn vampire that she just wasn't strong enough to take on alone. Dating herself, though she didn't look anywhere near what age she should be, clearly, even though he'd noticed she was being tortured, it was being brought to a whole different level by stopping her aging.
Fingers tensing against the fabric of the stranger's shirt, Jaylen picked up on the fact he was so relaxed and, while it did help at least a little, she knew Mateo had just left so she couldn't let her guard down. Not that guarding herself ever helped anyway, though, so what was the point? Bowing her head again to lean it against him even more, though it was more like she just couldn't hold the weight of it up any longer, Jaylen's blonde locks falling over her shoulders and actually revealing the very top part of that red 'brand' on her back between her shoulder blades, if it weren't for the fact the two of them were so close he'd never even know she was talking with how quiet the words were. "I shouldn't.. e-even be touching you.. even be n-near you.. stranger or not... How can you help me.. how can she help me.. when I can't ever truly escape him..?" There was always the chance that Mateo could come back at any moment - at least... now there was. Jaylen had entirely lost track of time because of Mateo putting her under his control for two months straight, and thanks to that the schedule she had started to pick up on for when he usually came around, the only real defense she had against him to keep from causing massive casualties, was entirely lost. He said he wanted to help her, whoever he was, and though she didn't want anyone else to get involved in this, including Jozlyn despite the fact she held very confusing and distraught feelings towards the girl, Jaylen was longing for a way out.
● Did I bring this to myself? Can I get out alive? :: ......... ●
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● I don't remember where I am... :: Yeah, I've given you the best of me ●
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● Now you want the rest of me :: Blood... Bodies... And a.. stranger... ●
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● Wandering Slayer :: What's it gonna take to survive? ●
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● I don't remember where I am... :: Yeah, I've given you the best of me ●
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● Now you want the rest of me :: Blood... Bodies... And a.. stranger... ●
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● Wandering Slayer :: What's it gonna take to survive? ●
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