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- Posted: Thu, 13 Nov 2014 23:18:33 +0000
- ❖ Aela the Wind Cherub ❖
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The days following Artemis' death had been harrowing to the tiniest of the Cherubs, to say the very least. There was a constant ache in her heart. The tingle of his existence at her fingertips was gone. All of his thoughts, the ones that she used to be able to hear at all times, had gone silent. His emotions were gone. When she went to the Grand Hall during dinners, she would never allow anyone to sit in the seat directly to the left of her, for several days. After a while, she begrudgingly allowed this to stop, realizing that no matter how long she saved his seat for him... he would never come. Artemis was gone, and with it, half of her being itself. Now, she would have to become her own person. Without him. It was a reality that the weakest link in the Seraphoon clan was being forced to face- and through this realization, she had slowly become stronger and stronger.
During the days, she trailed after her sister, more often than not simply listening to what she'd say, and listening to how she interacted with others. Aela was always watching, taking notes, and trying these things herself. She attempted to emulate the grace and beauty she saw in her sister. During the evenings, she would attempt to find her brother, and would stretch her wings up as high as she could each time- she wanted to show him that she could be big and strong like him too. It felt quite a bit like old times, in these moments, that she was showing off to her big brother, trying to be just like her big sister- and yet... there was no joking or laughing anymore. That part of her had seemingly faded away, at least for now.
Every now and then she'd notice a strange look from another royal, or hear a whisper from a staff member, which would always bring a flush to her cheeks. Were they staring at her wings, or were they gossipping about how she'd nearly killed Amaryllis with darkness, or about the petunias she'd demolished? Every day, no matter where she was, she looked for the Satyr- for Antaeus. She still hadn't found him, and she had a feeling he might have been avoiding her on purpose. Not that she blamed him. She did send him a creepy latin murder-letter, after all. Every now and then, she'd see Percy, and each time, she'd smile and wave.
Sometimes, she'd sneak downstairs into the kitchens, and help the maids there cook a meal, but this was always done in secret. For some reason, mundane activities like that seemed to quell the sorrow that was in her heart. Some nights, if there was enough dough left over from making the nightly desserts, she would make something very special- a light, whispy tart that was a delicacy to the Cherub nation, and she would leave it on a small plate at Maelthra's door. She never left a note of who had given it, she never had the guts.
This morning, when she arose, unlike usual there was a feeling of raw determination in her stomach. Today was the day she would find Antaeus and apologize to him- whether he liked it or not. She woke far earlier than anyone else in her room, and she honestly suspected far earlier than most anyone in the castle. She scribbled a note down on a piece of paper, and left it on Logan's bedside table, for him to read when he'd finally wake up.
"Prince Logan-
Do not worry about me. I have some business I must attend to. I wish to speak to you later tonight, however. We still haven't gotten to know each other very well."
Do not worry about me. I have some business I must attend to. I wish to speak to you later tonight, however. We still haven't gotten to know each other very well."
Once she was satisfied with what the note said, she left it there, before fleeing the room, and beginning the search. She searched for what felt like hours, and only now did she become completely aware of just how huge this castle was. She found herself lost several times, but for some reason, instead of feeling herself get upset or afraid- she found herself laughing. She was reminded of the cloud maze that she and Artemis used to play in, and it warmed her heart. Eventually she heard the sounds of a very familiar voice coming from the Grand Hall. She'd found him! Finally! Or so she thought. Once in the room, she could see he wasn't there- but THERE HE WAS! OUT ON THAT BALCONY! Without thinking about what to say, and completely forgetting all her practice with being graceful and good and royal, she found herself flinging herself from the room, and onto his arm (sort of), the words spilling from her lips without a single breath taken between them.
"There you are! I've been searching everywhere for you and I am so very sorry for the letter that I sent you and for the petunias and for the other flowers and the grass and I can't believe I was so foolish to blame you and it wasn't your fault and I know you didn't do it so please please please please forgive me!" In the process of this profuse apology, she'd started to cling her hands together as she begged for his forgiveness, and her wings had drooped slightly. Her face was the pure image of true regret- she'd spoken so quickly for fear that he might turn and leave before she had a chance to finish.
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❖ Where: Grand Hall❖ Who:Antaeus❖ OOC: Aw yiss, finally had a chance to post!❖
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