Space Candy
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xxxx"Speech."xxxxx"Thoughts."xxxxx"Others."
XXXXXXXX Daniella stared into the inky darkness around her, and though there was nothing to be seen she could still feel a cold slick surface under her feet. With a frown, the blonde began walking. The darkness seemed never ending, and as she walked and walked she began to grow more concerned. Her face twisted into worry as her grey eyes scanned her empty surroundings.
"Doesn't it make you angry?" A voice sounded from behind her. Daniella spun around and found herself face to face with another person. Staring into those eyes, for a moment she thought it was her brother, but slowly the realization set in that she was staring at herself. An odd place to have a mirror...Dani knitted her brows, but her reflection didn't match that expression and instead stared back at her calmly.
"Does what make me angry?"
Daniella's other self reached out and gently touched the edge of the dark bruise around Dani's eye. "How he could just hit you like that."
The blonde tilted her head, moving away from the icy touch of her doppelganger. "He's only trying to help. He's teaching me." Daniella defended Alister. It fell quiet, and she watched as her reflection shook its head.
"Doesn't matter." She said. "Anyone who harms you, physically or otherwise, has no business being near you. Alister, Alexei. How are you not angry? Don't you want revenge? To be able to hurt them back."
"They don't deserve to be hurt."
"Neither did we."
We.
Daniella dropped her gaze, staring down to her bare feet and the darkness below her, not sure of what to say next. It was obvious now that she was dreaming. Daniella knew that, and yet...She looked up, staring at herself. She inspected her own features as well as the reflection's clothing. Her other self was dressed in a black knee length dress with thin straps, and the fabric nearly blended in with their surroundings. Her skin ivory and pale, contrasted drastically. Dani looked down at her own body, finding she was still in her training clothes. A soft clicking caused her to look up again.
"Oh no, that won't do..." She teased, gesturing towards Daniella's clothing.
Confused, Dani looked down again and found that her clothes had changed into a white dress that looked nearly identical to the black one her reflection was wearing. "Much better."
Who was controlling this dream anyway?
"Who are you?"
"Well that's an odd question. I'm you, silly. We are us." The two women stared at each other. And when Daniella didn't seem satisfied with her answer, her copy frowned. "I'm your subconscious, in a sense. I'm your strength. Your anger and your intuition. I am your gut." She lifted a pale hand and placed her index finger on Daniella's forehead. "I'm in here. Buried deep, but don't worry. I hear you when you call me. I know when you need me. I'm climbing and dragging myself out, for you. For us. I'm getting stronger. I'll be able to keep us safe. It won't be long, I promise. We're growing at a rapid rate. You know it already, don't you?"
Daniella nodded slowly, and watched as her reflection smiled. "Change of subject. How well do you know those around us? You've seem to have made quite a little nest with these people, but what's stopping them from turning on you. It's happened before."
"I...I trust them."
"You trust too easily. Just because you're comfortable somewhere doesn't mean you should trust your surroundings. And trust doesn't equal safety. Doesn't it make you angry? Doesn't it make you angry? How he hit you like that? You weren't even ready. Poor girl. He's not the only one to brutalize you, and surely he won't be the last. They will all turn on you. Everyone on this ship will break your heart in some way or another.
"That's not true. They have good in them, each and every one of them. I can tell. You should know."
"And they all have bad in them too. You can only tell when they think at a moment. Beyond that you know nothing. But I do. I know their pasts, and their heartaches, their pain. I've been absorbing every detail while you've been pushing everyone out. You're so blind. You're making us weak."
"What are you talking about?."
"You'll see."
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Daniella opened her eyes calmly and stared up at the ceiling of her room. Since being knocked out by Alister during their training session, a crewman had brought here back there a placed her on the bed. Her eye was sore, and undoubtedly it would be bruising if it hadn't already. Sitting up, Dani pulled her thin legs to the side and pressed her feet to the ground. She stood and walked to her mirror. Her heart skipped a beat as she watched her reflection, waiting for it to move or speak...but nothing happened. Everything was positively normal, aside from the purple fading in around her eye from where Alister had clocked her. With a small frown, Daniella undid the braid in her hair and ran her fingers through the pale waves. She needed to go down to the medical bay...get an ice pack or something. Perhaps there would even be something to help prevent the bruise from being too bad. Daniella knew that medical care was quite effective these days, but how much supplies were on board, as well as what kind, was something Dani was unsure of. The blonde looked cautiously at the mirror again, staring in her own eyes. Her dream had...perplexed her to say the least. She was second guessing herself now, as well as her choices and her current situation. Dani shook her head. No, she didn't need to be worrying about that right now. The girl did her best to push her twisted thoughts out of her mind as she turned away from the mirror.
She exited her room and started down the hallway, her navy shirt clinging to her slim figure. During the two weeks of drifting, Daniella had made it her priority to construct a mental map of the ship. She knew where most things were now, and among that were some locations she surely wasn't supposed to know about...but reading minds to construct a map usually led to knowing some things you weren't supposed to. She would keep her mouth shut of course...She navigated the halls easily, and as she continued she could feel the pain in her face growing a little stronger. What was it Alister said? Pain is a given but suffering was...
Don't be a little wimp. That's what he really meant.
Daniella bit down on her bottom lip and paused just outside the medical bay. She could see Róisín, as well as Karl, and they were...Singing? It was so odd, and Daniella didn't know what to do. She stood there for a moment, grinning like an idiot. She didn't know the song they were singing, but it was nice. Daniella didn't know much music at all really...The blonde cleared her throat in an attempt to announce herself before entering the room. "That's quite a nice duet you two have going." Dani complimented. Her eyes wandered to the medical robot, Sara, that had been left behind when Gunnar....Dani looked back to Róisín, deciding not to finish her own thought. "I don't mean to interrupt, but perhaps you can help me find something to put on this?" Daniella pointed to her bruising, swollen, eye. Truthfully, Daniella was still a bit wary of Róisín and her static filled mind...but at least Karl would be happy to see her. Right?
"I've noticed that you've been cleaning up a lot around here, Róisín...It looks great. Not sure how Alister likes it, but believe me it is much appreciated by the rest of us." Daniella complimented the Skeleton Harvester as she absentmindedly twisted a strand of blonde hair around a pale index finger.
xxxxLocation :: Persephone - Medical Bay
xxxxCompany :: Róisín & Karl
xxxxHealth :: 90% - Forming black eye thanks to Mr. Buttface
xxxxTunes ::Empty Places - Trent Reznor & Atticus Ross
xxxxAttire ::Navy