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my name is brenna i hate my stupid name

i luv to listen to music some of my favorite bands r simple plan,papa roach,nin (nine inch nails),korn,audio slave,and well........etc.

i like to mess around with my guitar and dont no how to play
my bro broke one string
i want to play drums and be in a litte band

i hate school

inside i want to kill every one but every one thinks i look inocent

i like to hang out alot with my friends
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this is the closest i could get to look like me
i look ugly

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this is what i want to look like

im really small for my age
i have three brothers no sisters (that sucks)

i like to watch tv (who doesnt) and one of the shows i like r the grim adventures of billy and mandy,and stuff

stuff i cant live without-
-computer
-tv
-games
-comic books
-cute boys
-FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-pets
-other stuff

stuff i can live without-
-school
-parents
-brothers
-and other stuff

some of my friends on gaia
-laurlothwen
-vighrafn
-saltylemonade
-kornbean
-kimikariudo

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OLD BLUE BED

An old blue bed,
That offer's little sleep,
Is a place, where alone,
I recline to weep.

And arms, now vacant,
Hold little but air,
They fall weak and tremble,
Without you there.

These hands, once creative,
Little more than fill space,
Reduced to redundant,
For not touching your face.

So too lips of passion,
Now parched and drawn thin,
Are merely marking place,
Where your kisses have been.

Thus a barely beating heart,
Now all pounding is through,
Keeps time for the spasms,
Of longing for you.

STILL OUT THERE

In the silence,

I hear breaking;

In the stillness,

I feel shaking.

Cut off my feelings,
Shackle my heart,
Say it's no ending,
Pretend it's a start,
Look for some light,
Some hope in the air.
Pretend I'm not hurting,
Pretend I don't care.
Feign it's still out there,
It waits to be found.
Else enter the darkness,
Where spirits be drowned.

I HEAR QUESTIONS

I see the love in my baby's eyes,
I feel her pain as I hear her cries,
I sense the questions, watch sadness grow,
Then look away, for I just don't know.

I must shoulder my share of blame,
For the trouble that she feels,
I will wear upon my soul the thorns,
For wounds that never heal.

But I feel powerless and helpless,
Can't see how to make right
Can't say I'll always be there,
To tuck-in and kiss goodnight.

Sweet child, how she needs me,
And I her, such love feeds me,
But callous reality betrays us all
So in vain we cry as the pieces fall.

WAKE UP HAPPY!

Mommy doesn't want daddy
Around anymore.
Just when I must leave,
I'm really not sure.

It won't be today,
And pray not tomorrow.
So let's not make this time,
One filled with sorrow.

I don't want to leave you,
I don't want to go.
How much time we still have,
I really don't know.

Trust that nothing has changed,
Between me and you.
Never ever blame yourself,
Whatever you do.

I'll never stop loving you.
Even when I'm away,
I will always think of you,
Every minute of every day.

You're my baby, my heart,
My strength in the night.
And please don't be frightened,
If mom and I fight.

And believe nothing different,
For my words are all true.
"Sweet dreams, wake up happy,
I will always love you!"

PAIN


Pain stuffed inside of me
Can't let anyone near me
Can't let anyone see the real me
Can't let anyone even hug me

All this pain that's held in me
Why can't anyone see the real me
Why can't anyone help me
Why can't someone just hold me

All this pain that's eating me
Can't let go of the pain in me
Can't get this pain from me
Can't get this pain out of me

When will the pain stop hurting me
Why can't I just feel me
Why can't I just be me
Why can't someone take this pain from me








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Green Elf

Report | 06/19/2006 10:28 pm

Green Elf

not sure why you requested friendship. but my sisters name is brenna and i call her Bean. ^^
BulldozerXD

Report | 06/16/2006 9:46 pm

BulldozerXD

hihoz
Foxter

Report | 06/14/2006 11:21 pm

Foxter

Yappy? are you alright? Im asking because it has been a real long while since we lst talked but I hope you are doing great take care alright I care you !!
Foxter

Report | 06/14/2006 11:20 pm

Foxter

yappy? are you alright? iasking cause we havent talk in a real long while but anyways i care about you and I hope you are ok!! take care alright!! bye!!
Foxter

Report | 05/19/2006 1:40 pm

Foxter

Hey Yapp how you doing? take care alright and you as well tracy!!
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Report | 05/18/2006 11:06 pm

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lol thanks Foxter and I actually don't know.. xD
Foxter

Report | 05/16/2006 12:05 am

Foxter

Hey Tracy!! Im sry to pick a fight with you and thanx for apologizing I feel relief now... I hope that you're doing good wink but you know who am I really hot with.... is with Kairi I bet she wants to bite my head of lol take lots of care alright! wink ohh and Yappy take care you too!! by the way you have sum pretty awesome friends!!
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Report | 05/15/2006 10:36 pm

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*sigh. sorry For yelling at u foxter , im just in a bad mood -.-
Foxter

Report | 05/13/2006 8:48 pm

Foxter

Yappy... just to let you know... you have sum friends with real complex... take care alright ohh and take care the friends of yappy too
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Report | 05/12/2006 4:32 pm

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and what the hell is up with the " I am me!1" crap? im not even talking to u retard -.-

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