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This Is; Riah-Chan
Who is Riah-Chan? She is human, a monster, a lover. a fighter, a dreamer, a wisher, a believer, and psycho. Masochistic, so sadistic, all they see is another statistic. I'm everything, and the opposite. I don't give a [********] what you have to say about me.(:

I adore my Greed heart Baby your mine :3

I'm..not easy to understand, no one does yet.
I love ADVENTURRING, swingsets, whipped CREAM,rrrraaaiiinnnbbbooowwwsss, CLOUDS, music, OTEP,[(my love)] heart , crazies, scary movies!, nighttttime <3, crayons, icecream, DUCTTAPE, being called LOVE(:, dreams, plays, POE, anime((::, miss mary jane, shorts, sidewalks!, eye liner, kitties, being-held, making people SMILE.

Im prettty ahhmazzing. Get to know me. It could be worthwhile.(: heart <3 <3



I HAVE ADOPTED A HUGGABLE MUFFIN!
flavor: squirrgle
life expectancy: 2012..duh
randomness: 99/10
huggability: 8.5/10
owner: Riah Chan
you can adopt one too!
ADOPT ONE!




Maybe we should develop a Crayola bomb as our next secret weapon. A happiness weapon. A beauty bomb. And every time a crisis developed, we would launch one. It would explode high in the air - explode softly - and send thousands, millions, of little parachutes into the air. Floating down to earth - boxes of Crayolas. And we wouldn't go cheap, either - not little boxes of eight. Boxes of sixty-four, with the sharpener built right in. With silver and gold and copper, magenta and peach and lime, amber and umber and all the rest. And people would smile and get a little funny look on their faces and cover the world with imagination.
<3

I'm always torn between wanting to tell my story to
everyone and let them know exactly what is in my head
or keeping it to myself. The problem is being outwardly
unhappy and consistently so pushes people away, no matter
if they say they're always there to listen, there is only so much
your best friend can listen to. On the other hand, to pretend
that everything is fine is to poison yourself from the inside
out; it is to ignore who you are and lose yourself. So which
is better? To have friends that think you are melodramatic,
seeking attention, and pessimistic, or to drown in your own mind?




Still Doll


Hi Miss Alice
With your glass eyes
What kind of dream
Can you see?
Are you fascinated with?

Still
My heart tears
And drifts
Stuck in the patched crevices
Are memories

Hi Miss Alice
With that fruitful lips
To whom does love
Is cast away?
Is lamented?

Already
I spin my words
Feverish tongue
Has turned cold
The song to love
Can't be sung either

Still you do not answer
Still you do not answer.

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Because We Dont Know

Too Much Of The Best

Mostly will be poems about random feelings i have.

• (08/20/2010 10:53 am) Named

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Report | 08/25/2010 2:24 pm

sadistic warlock

call me plz... or text me.. or w.e...

Report | 08/24/2010 8:00 pm

sadistic warlock

whos a slut? mad?

Report | 08/21/2010 4:52 pm

sadistic warlock

..... idk.....

Report | 08/21/2010 11:03 am

sadistic warlock

i see, poetic...

wish i could be, but it seems to people that i am poetic.. when i dont try ..and fail ... when i try

either way, its symbology is quite... blerrr, cheesy as my friend would say, i was being ignored, by someone, who i really wanted to talk to...... and since talking didnt work.. i stayed quiet, and after a while that person talked to me, i felt happy for the small while we talked, before it went back to normal, and now... im not sure what will come of it, we fear what we do not know, what makes us brave is confronting it,

silence is but a painful melody...

Report | 08/20/2010 6:22 pm

sadistic warlock

oh i see, when two people lose faith in each other, all is lost.

my day brightened because for a brief moment, a flower hummed to my silent lullaby,

Report | 08/20/2010 4:46 pm

sadistic warlock

wait how come you are scared?

im fine, if anything the sky got a bit brighter for me today, even if it was for just a moment.

Report | 08/20/2010 3:29 pm

sadistic warlock

so how are you?

Report | 08/20/2010 2:58 pm

sadistic warlock

please dont let me worry you, im fine really, what makes someone strong is the ability to face reality instead of running from it, and i am simply facing the consequences of my actions. im sorry for making you worry

Report | 08/20/2010 10:42 am

sadistic warlock

nm i can do about it, sorry....

Report | 08/19/2010 7:33 pm

Incapable Fruit

yeah, well is der any way u can call me, or i can call u at a number?

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All the best people, are terribly mad.