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Hey everyone names Nick 18, Finally graduated, now i get to go work for the navy.....yay?

"Life is like a journey, lifes meaning will keep traveling. Even though we may meet hardship along the way, but together we will not be beaten by difficulties. Hand in hand till eternity. This journey will never, never end" - Rave Master (Favorite manga of all time btw)

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Favorite lyrics for the time being:

Weak and Powerless - A Perfect Circle

Tilling my own grave to keep me level
Jam another dragon down the hole
Digging to the rhythm and the echo of a solitary siren
One that pushes me along and leaves me so

Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless over you

Someone feed the monkey while I dig in search of China
White as Dracula as I approach the bottom

Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless over you

Little angel go away
Come again some other day
The devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say
He promised I would find a little solace
And some piece of mind
Whatever just as long as I don't feel so

Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless over you
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless
over you

&

Only You - Cartel

I hear you calling out my name
All of the elements will fade
Never before has love looked safe
Never again will it look the same
But then we fall back now to this empty house
There the wars will rage
And if you leave me now in this empty house
Baby it's okay

Oh and its only you
yeah its only you
Its only you and me
Oh and its only you
yeah its only you
It's only you and me yeah

And I feel you crawling out my veins
Leaving the walls inside with flames
Burning the emptiness I've saved
Until lonely you remain
But then my lungs collapse and you pull me out
Forever I've been changed
Honey you can take me now til it all runs out
Baby it's okay

Oh but theres only you
yeah its only you
It's only you i see
Girl if its only you
yeah its only you
Its only you and me yeah

Can you feel it now
I've weighed it all out
Here and now my world turns inside out
And I swear I
I hear you calling
I hear you calling out my name

Only you
yeah its only you
It's only you I see
Girl if its only you
yeah its only you
It's only you and me
yeah
It's only you
yeah its only you
It's only you I see
Girl if its only you
yea its only you
Its only you and me

Another one!

Lions! - Lights

Give me a disaster,
Give me emergency,
Stand me at the head of the crusades without a remedy.
Show me to the shipwreck,
show me how your bones shake,
And when I'm at the edge of sorrow's blade,
show me how a heart breaks.

Be steady on your feet,
No matter the trouble you meet

Lions make you brave,
Giants give you faith,
Death is a charade.
You don't have to feel safe to feel unafraid.

Find me at the bottom,
looking at the vultures.
Standing in the heart of the disease,
following the hard curves.
I'm looking for the thunder,
I'm looking for the blackness.
I'm learning how to get up off my knees,
and all it takes is practice.

Be ready on your feet,
No matter what trouble you meet.

Lions make you brave,
Giants give you faith,
Death is a charade.
You don't have to feel safe to feel unafraid.

I'm not the hunter,
I'm not the marked.
Just looking for wisdom in the dark

Lions make you brave,
Giants give you faith,
Death is a charade.
You don't have to feel safe to feel unafraid.
Lions make you brave,
Giants give you faith,
Death is a charade.
You don't have to feel safe to feel unafraid.
You don't have to feel safe to feel unafraid.

Wow fur at once

Quiet - Lights

I'm not yours, and you're not mine
But we can sit and pass the time
No fighting wars, no ringing chimes
We're just feeling fine

This is where we're supposed to be
Sitting by a broken tree
No tragedy, no poetry
Just staring at the sky

I could wait a thousand hours
Stay the same in sun and showers
Pick apart a hundred flowers
Just to be quiet
Tell me when you feel ready
I'm the one, there's not too many
Hold my hand to keep me steady
Just to be quiet
With you

I like it here beside you dear
you're even more than you appear
And in the clouds my head is clear
Every time you say hello

So here's my heart, and here's my mouth
And I can't help if things come out
'Cause there are words I want to shout
But maybe I'll stay low

I could wait a thousand hours
Stay the same in sun and showers
Pick apart a hundred flowers
Just to be quiet
Tell me when you feel ready
I'm the one, there's not too many
Hold my hand to keep me steady
Just to be quiet

I could wait a thousand hours
Stay the same in sun and showers
Pick apart a hundred flowers
Just to be quiet
Tell me when you feel ready
I'm the one, there's not too many
Hold my hand to keep me steady
Just to be quiet
With you


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Your connection with darkness is through your hate. It's burning from the inside and you feel it strongly everyday. All kinds of things make you hate; the governmate, teachers/the boss, students in school/work, family etc. Well, you feel like the world and everyone in it hates you, so you hate it and everyone back. It's the simple solution, albeit narrowminded. You probaly don't like changes, since nothing good ever comes out of them. Though your hate have grown large, you can still have a soft spot in your heart for some. You're most certainly not numb; your problem lies in that you feel too much. Life is too damn complicated, isn't it?

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~*~Result nr 10~*~

Your power is: Time Control
Explanation: You have the ability to freeze, push forward or go back in time. In good purposes it is used to prevent bad deeds, and the opposite for evil purposes.
As a person your emotional level has been on hold. For one reason or another emotions has reduced and now you aren't so full of life. And of course, this does not sadden you since you could care less. Sometimes though you can be hit by emotioal waves inside but you block it all out. You don't search for something that could make you happy since you have no hope in that area any longer. People probably see you as annoying because you're not involved and just stand there. You probably don't have that many friends either, and you feel like you are with them because that's what you normally do. You stick to your habits and don't appreciate changes.
Negative aspects: One day all emotions are gonna surface again, and that day will be very painful. Instead it is more wise to start up the emotional level bit by bit, so it won't come as a big chock.

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Demonic Anklets
Demonic Mood Bubble
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Chain Wallet
Bat Eye Patch
Coal Gunner Boots
Long Black Socks
Belted Pants
Guitar of Demona
Masterpieces
Oculus Magica
Western Zodiac
Vampire Hunter Hat
Assassin's Guise
Nitemare Scarf
Music Note Mood Bubble
Black Tribal Right Arm Tattoo
Black Tribal Left Arm Tattoo
Black Tribal Bottom Tattoo

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Gwee the Dragon
Four Horsemen
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Superior Form
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Whip of Fire
Samurai Yoroi
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Majestic King
Majestic King
Exalted Rook
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Labu Necklace
Egyptian Gold Bracelet
Egyptian Gold Bracelet
Egyptian Gold Anklet (right)
Egyptian Gold Anklet (left)
Black Heartbreaker Jacket
Prom Monarch's Collar
Long-Stem Red Rose
Heartstring
Buddhist Monk's Rosary Red
Buddhist Monk's Rosary Red
Masterpieces
Scar Of Duelist
White Drome Egg 2nd gen.
Red Tribal Bottom Tattoo
Red Tribal Left Arm Tattoo
Red Tribal Right Arm Tattoo
Red Roses Chest Tattoo
Those Black 90s Gloves
Egyptian Black Linen Wrap
Cloud Zebra Shoes
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Blade's White Boots
Biancamella 2nd Gen
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Biancamella 4th Gen
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Dream avi's (donating will put u on my love forever list jk but seriously that would be awsome so pls donate)

You've got a picture on your wall
But I don't think that it's you at all
You have the same body, hair and eyes
But that girl cant plan past tonight
It isn't hard to make her smile
but you haven't laughed at me in a while
I think I know what the difference is
You're barely alive
But she knows how to live
It's not a reflection
It's not a mirror anymore
Now it's a picture of a girl
That doesn't want me anymore
(complements of CanadianEmo)

| Before | i | Die | And | Before | i | Wake |
| i | Had | A | Dream | That | i | Wish | To | Make |
| The | Demons | Kissed | The | Living | Away |
| And | Now | We | All | Deserve | To | Pay |
(thank you to MzCherrySunshine)

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Kitsoenix

Report | 08/24/2010 2:09 pm

Kitsoenix

hey man. long time since we talked. whats been going? i read your're in the navy? thats pretty awesome. after i graduate this year im going to Air Force boot camp. maybe we'll see eachother.
Kitsoenix

Report | 04/04/2010 6:41 pm

Kitsoenix

well, you know what the saying is...'to be early is to be on time.'

anyway how've you been?
Kitsoenix

Report | 04/04/2010 3:49 pm

Kitsoenix

hey man, happy birthday! ^.^ have drink for me alright?
mizu kage 4

Report | 08/07/2009 7:36 pm

mizu kage 4

Sorry been busy with school coming back in and stuff. sad
Kitsoenix

Report | 08/02/2009 2:54 pm

Kitsoenix

the fourth reich?
Kitsoenix

Report | 08/02/2009 12:26 pm

Kitsoenix

we are nearly clones, my friend.
Kitsoenix

Report | 08/01/2009 6:14 pm

Kitsoenix

after reading your 'about me' thing i realized that we have alot more in common than i first realized. the entire essence of my being is focused around hatred of the world we live in. i force my self to live each day, though each night i pray for death to take me. (im psychotic right?) yes ive been abused. my heart has been shattered by those i trusted most. and nothing they ever did could make me forgive them. but it taught me a valuable lesson: in the end we're all in it alone.
peaceXrawrXmuffins

Report | 07/24/2009 12:46 pm

peaceXrawrXmuffins

hey there.
whats up
ficko123

Report | 07/06/2009 4:29 pm

ficko123

love ur music
mizu kage 4

Report | 07/05/2009 8:30 am

mizu kage 4

we are starting back in the role play bloody moon so come back and join us again!

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