About
I wish to walk the winding path alone..... so that my misty un-clear eyes will focus and see once more what I should truley do in order to help myself. This is something I must do alone..... yet I wish I didn't have too......
Hey there and welcome to my profile.
You have just stumbled upn a girl who is a complete wierdo and has little to no common sense whats so ever. She has a major self-downing issue but......whatever..... She has really awsome friends and lovely personas here to make her smile when she cries, laugh when shes down. She has it good really.... but in some cases she just needs to do what her friends say and get over some things. Except compliments, except life as it is. I am who I am..... I also learned something though.... I always care about other things and the world more then myself but like Ghandi had said "We must be the change we wish to see in the world...."
Lol! Well more importantly. I'm just going to talk about my friends biggrin
This guy named Death_Rock3r lives in Texas with me and I swear.... he is the last guy on earth I'd ever expect to really get to know and love. Like for real! He used to be a loner, more serious then ever, and was really mean to me! DX He got on my nerves and made me want to punch his face, but really... I never realized how much I liked him. There were some moments when he wasn't a mean turd. Also.... I never realized that he likedme back XD!! Untill he finally asked me out. He is just about the sweetest, nicest, funniest, coolio guy I've known here in texas. No it doesn't mean other peoeple out due him. He just has some stuff still to learn. You know you do!! I never knew what I was searching for and he came out of no where, becoming someone I never thought I'd be with.....possibly more. He makes me happy and right now.... he's the heart beating in my chest. Full of love and trust.
Another good friend of mine is MiyuDaDragon. She is freakin crazy and random, pretty and just plain out awsome! There really isn't a word to describe how wierd she can be, or how nice and simple (which is rare moments) she can be. I love her to death and am glad to have her as my online sister. Shes just been the best sister I could've ever wished for. smile
You could be without a sip of strength and stuck in the bottom of the ocean of sadness but she somehow reachs in with her laughter and voice and pulls me up with her random love and sisterly care.
Hmmm Other people are even harder to explain but I shall give you another person. His name is Lonely Street Fighter and..... he's about the deepest, niceset, friendliest, outgoing, strange guy you'll ever meet! I swear, like my friend MiyuDaDragon, he is un-describable. Its just stupid how I've had so many friends like him but never just like him. Streeth Fighter is someone who I can go too and talk to without an ounce of saddness, he just always seems to make my day. This guy shows me that.... life isn't just seeing and hearing... its about more on the inside really!
Last but not least I must tell you about my dear friend named ArcLiberator.... That will be a tough one but I think I can get him down well. Unlike the others I can describe him with only three words: Akward, Funny, and Stupid. He is just about the stupidest, most ignorant, yet peanut buttery type of guy! Yes I said peanut buttery because his romantic attempts or his deepness when he's serious just has you awstruck. (His romantic attempts are most fails..... XD) Yet like my other two friends he brightens my world with a joke and opens my eyes to see the world through more then just colors and objects.
Well I like anime and J-pop so if you think we'd have something in common PM or comment me! Talk to you guys later!
A regular pic~ Its ugly right?