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I No Longer Exist
My existence causes people to feel pain in their heart. I show them I love them. But I guess that's not good enough. I want to help them feel my love for them. I have no true reason to live. If I did, this world would be different. The only reason for my existence is to die one day. I have no true purpose to live. I wish I did. It’s not fair that everyone else could show and make their lovers feel the love they give. I've longed for that power. Power that I can never have. Power to make people see that I exist in this world. There is no point for me to live if can't show people that I care and love them.
A blurry mist
At times I feel alone, at others I feel happy. What are these mixed feelings I have? Are they trying to tell me something? What is it that I can’t understand? I have to feel sad for once. I try to understand through the thoughts of my past. I can’t see anything. It’s a blur in my mind. There’s something there that does not want me to see behind the blurry shade. Why is it blocking me from seeing the past? The answer to that question is something that I don’t know. Maybe someday the blurry shades will disappear for good. 'till that day comes, I’ll be searching for the answer for all eternity
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Hey peeps I'm Tori. I am in LOVE with soocer,monkeys and twilight.
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