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Im an outsider
I am so annoyed with life,living is a task that I must undergo each and every day.I have hated being alive since whenever I could remember hating it...You may know me as xx-f--ked up emo-xx or lavitz_hisame but deep inside there is a problem within me...I can't fully understand it or explain it but since I met someone that feeling has started to lift and slowly disappear...The truth is that I met somone very kind and understanding and I can't fully love them back becuase I don't know what to do...I know how to show kindness but I am disturbed in somehow...I feel some strange feeling when I see her...but I can't understand..I feel depressed when she leaves for the night and i can't be with her...This is a story of my life and is still progressing...slowly but surely I am getting able to understand this pain I feel all the time...The emotions I feel commonly are ...depression,hate,love,and boredom...This is how I survive each day in my painful life.
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Love is a symptom of nature...
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