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EVERYONE WANTS TO BE HAPPY;
noone wants to feel pain.
but you can't have a
RaInBoW;
without any
RAIN.
I am myself but I am not quite sure who that is. If you argue with me you will regret it because I like to argue and I'm good at it. ^.^cute and fluffy things like pandas are best: ) chocholate is my weakness ONE DAY I'M GONNA BE FAMOUS : ) hate lairs: ( people who think they're better the everyone else can all choke and die. being alone, outside, at night scares the living f*** out of me. I absolutly posativly hate my so called "father" (and YES it's finally happening! My mom is divorcing him! hahaha! but this suck cause I'm living at my grandma's.... for the time being) buttttttt I'm pretty nice and once you get to know me then you'll see what I'm really about! I may be weird, a spaz, a little creepy at times, have my dry sarcastic sence of humor and I'm kind of "out there" but it just makes me...me! : D I like pretty colors now : ) I am not modest at all hahaa. I feel retarded alot Ohh and I'm very artistic and creative with everything! I like roses, stuffed animals and shiney pretty necklaces soooo basicly I am what a wanna be and if you don't like it then don't talk to me! i love animals.little kid movies are best.kitty cats are cute.music is my life.friends are my medicine.NathanielScottBeals & CodyLongHair are my biggest heros.i probably don't like you.i have trust issues.i write.i sing.i dance.i act.i laugh.i live.i yell.i cry.i am not normal so what?.i have my own story.im probaly better off alone.you dont want to make me mad.i have bad habits.i love mexican food.tho i dont eat much or very well.im a bit clumsy.inside jokes are fun.stupid or sex jokes are better.metallica sucks.ozzy is retarded.santana's guitar solos rock.i have my opinions as you see.im stressed as of june17 and will be for a while.if you get s**t-faceded drunk around me ill never talk to you again.no drugs.i get annoyed by most people.I really don't know who or what I am yet, I'd really like to figure out if I'm meant to be a happy person who likes to be around people or a sad person who likes to be all lonerish like and whatnot and where I fit in, though I like being my own person and different, I don't like much people and I like to be by myself or with 1 close friend so I might be fine where I am. Don't give a s*** if I'm an outcast(:
~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_A CRUEL DEATH ~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_
Im crying now
fading into nothing
being forgoten
by him
by you
by them
and by me
fading into the darkness
screaming inot the black
remember me
hear my screams
my cries for help
feeling pain
and that ive lost hope
unloved
unremembered
stuck in the black
emotionally stained
for i am thoughtless
unknown
uncared for
unfound
im finally found
by the sounds
the sounds have been calling
but i never listened
now i can hear the sounds of death
their calling me in
i listened
hear my screams
echo through the walls
isolation
betrail
by life
my life
ends with this
a knife gripped tight
i think of..... him
i once loved
and yet still do
closed eyes falling tears
i hold this knife close to my cheast
where i once held him
i remember where i left to rest
rememberance of him as he bleed to death
more forgoten for who we are
for we are all dead
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO READ MORE OF MY POETRY LOOK AT MY JOURNALS, MOST OF MY ENTRYS ARE POEMS! ^_^
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Journal
My poetry journal. . .
It's kinda like the one I keep with me at all times, Except that one is a composition book and pages have been torn and taped back in and it looks all old and used. . . But it has more poems and storys and just random sentances and stuff that I think
Signature
I'm nothingness inside. Forgotten in the wind. Cried to peices. You don't know. I don't see me. For I am gone. . .
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