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I've sortof returned. . .


23/genderqueer/US
My preffered pronoun is They

The Mister sort of implies my having a d**k.
I (Most of the time) don't feel dysphoric about my d**k


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I've done things. (Datgrammer)
I've done things slightly differently.
Neat, right?

Hello there everyone.
My name is Jak and I'm sure it's a pleasure to meet you.

Things I vibe/associate with:
Brutal honesty
Critical expression
Books
Thoughtful folk
Noise music
Pretty much all music
Learning instruments
Fashion over function
My manga collection
Getting weird
Getting artful
Playing with spray paint
Body mods
TOUHOU
Hair
A lack of inhibition
Practicing Witch Craft
All things occult
Satanism
DnD 3.5
Coffee
Magical Girl
Tea
Thoughtful drug use
Identifying my ego
Otaku culture
ATWA
Iaijutsu
Akido
Massage Therapy
Bioethics

Undying interest in all things
ECT

I made a lot of really magical memory's/friends in my time here.
Many of those friends have since left this site, but ah well. The memory's, they last. Let's make some new ones, neh?


Questions are the real way to learn;ask me some.


Try not to fall in love


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Slasherwave

Report | 05/07/2016 1:32 pm

Slasherwave

Thanks for purchasing from my shop!!
m3g4t0ky0

Report | 03/28/2016 9:53 am

m3g4t0ky0

Aaaaa The latest addition to my MT blanket collection just arrived!~ It's so pretty!
yveox

Report | 03/18/2016 8:43 pm

yveox

I think it looks great! Purple has been a weakness of mine.
I have a few lavender items but I can never fit them together well enough for me to like. :T

Yeah, it's been hard for me as well to keep up with the new items. I really don't like how the new black items are just all black.
There's a few GCD threads that I've found to help me look for new items though.
yveox

Report | 03/18/2016 12:28 am

yveox

Thanks! I just made it today actually! c:

I love yours as well, the velvetine colour scheme has always been an evasive one for me. :T
hoekoyami

Report | 03/14/2016 5:51 am

hoekoyami

I'm just dying because SHE FEELS MORE FALL OR VALENTINE-Y, NOT SPRINGY. But I've already started working on a magical girl avi featuring her. Taking a lot of work since the chest item I want to use is... finicky.

All my experience points went into the empathy and self-expression trees, so now I have a dearth of logic.

I need a lot of time alone, but I also need people because I grew up really lonely and never really interacted with people outside of school thanks to physical distance... I'm sort of angry and bitter about it because I didn't have the CHOICE in being alone much of the time, and I want to make up for that. That's part of why I originally moved to a more populated area, but then I realized I didn't know how to meet people outside confines of 40 hours together a week, and I didn't mesh well into the Baltimorean social scene... Frick me. If I still suck at this in college, I'm just gonna become a cocoon until 1,000 years from now, someone finds me as a dead dead non-butterfly. At least Morgantown is close to some of my friends, so I have about... eight people in the event I can't make any new friends. Silver linings.
hoekoyami

Report | 03/12/2016 9:41 pm

hoekoyami

I'm figuring out what to do with her (and the icy Satsuki Kiryuin item) right now! I'm due for a change since it's been so long.

That doesn't sound sad boi at all! I was around when scene/emo was the rage; I've seen sad boi. You and I are semi-opposite 'cause I, too, have a massive capacity for emotion, but I can't nullify mine well. They permeate everything I do, so I gave up trying to be stoic and cool when I was, like, fifteen. Now I try to be a BEAM OF POSITIVITY that also knows way too much about depression and anxiety bc thanks brain. Huge ********' thanks.
hoekoyami

Report | 03/12/2016 9:28 pm

hoekoyami

Ohhhhhh goodness I said you didn't have to do anything! But thank you nonetheless, even if this means I have to eventually change my avatar now. :p

Oh, and does your username relate to Kingdom Hearts at all? Heartlessness isn't an uncommon thing outside of the game, but dangit, it's what I think of every time I see the word.
DontDieOnAFriday

Report | 02/25/2016 4:39 pm

DontDieOnAFriday

Aw man o.o

Scranton seems to have more life to it than Wilkes Barre does (ha. most places are better than Wilkes Barre in my opinion), so that's at least a step up.

I can't agree more with the fond thoughts towards the younger years. I miss the sense of having permission to be uncertain of what I wanted for the future, and not quite having to worry about these things, and not so overwhelmingly dwell on the impermanence of everything (like I currently frequently do). I have my own share of things I wish I could have changed. Little things that would have made such a big difference to me emotionally/psychologically. That said, my ties with most of the connections I made at school have been almost completely cut; I've changed so much, but then so many people seem to be exactly the same as how I left them 8.5 years ago; like living time capsules, and I don't know how to talk to them or relate to them anymore. It's a really weird sensation.

Whatever the thing, I always believe that moving out of that area is a good first step. I don't know what it is. People who stay there tend to get dragged down and get stuck in a figurative limbo (from observation). Let me know when you're moved. There's a bus in Philly that goes to Scranton, and I would really love for us to get together and do hang-out-related things in the relatively near future. *more super e-hugs*
DontDieOnAFriday

Report | 02/24/2016 10:31 pm

DontDieOnAFriday

I've really missed you too!
I've been well for the most part.
Enjoying the no-more-college life, and my first above minimum wage job (making beaded jewelry). Kinda trying to figure out where I go from here, but things seem to be good otherwise ^^
I hope things are faring well for you, too?
DontDieOnAFriday

Report | 02/21/2016 10:42 pm

DontDieOnAFriday

*misc. ambush surprise virtual hugs*

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