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I am a very complicated person. However I don't believe I would act the way I do without having Insomnia, which is a sleeping disorder for those of you who don't know. It has caused me, in a sense, to hate sleep. Some people, hate sleep so much that they take their sleep deprivation anger out on other people and even commit murder. This is not me. To me sleep perhaps is just another inhibition to do away with, perhaps not. There's really no way of telling. It's possible I've just never been able to weld up much interest in any person to care enough to end their life. I'd much rather avoid them altogether, most of them. The sky is beautiful, up and away from this room and this bed and the oppressive inevitability of sleep. I HATE SLEEP. But sleep always comes (that, or madness). Fighting off a heavy eyelid gets lonely. But spending time this way does allow some insight on certain things, though perhaps trivial, as most things tend to be. You begin to get very familiar with an untainted sadness, and those nasty, all consuming mortal contemplations. And you begin to resent those who turn these things into laughable theatrics, and twist it into yet another fashion. It's not skull-buckle boots, or white makeup to put on bad skin. It all loses its significance once you cheapen it by making it into a style thing. But with all these irritations present, I still maintain my stupendously sunny disposition. Having predominantly unpleasant thoughts is just another thing to accept as normality, and eventually becomes part of the blood that fuels you. It's all very amusing, but in no way does it render you invulnerable to the effects of a bad day. But I've managed this nicely. I mean I still haven't killed anyone.Oh yeah...and did I mention that I tend to ramble?
I am a very interesting person and I LOVE to meet and talk to new people, so send me some PM's or Messages!
So...talk to me!
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By the way, I found your profile by searching for others interested in astrology. I'm a taurus, in case your wondering.
That's my original avatar before I got hacked and fortunately I entered it just a couple days before I got hacked stressed
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