hello.
well, my mom is off on friday.. THE WHOLE DAY.
theres a lot of stuff that happened between jonah and i and it wasnt good at all.. and now things are getting better again and for the first time in a while he wanted to hangout just him and i on friday.. soo idk. i could hangout after 7pm tonight but thats too late for you to take out your car, and i wouldnt have a ride.. soo yea.. i know today is miko's birthday.. so i know you made plans with her and your other friends first.. saturday i could go out too.. but marla's bday plans.. youre jsut toooo busy now a days.. maybe we could catch up on things through email.. or when you get back.. i feel kinda weird. it seems like we're not friends, but we are.. coz we dont talk and stuff.. those once a week days seem sooo short because its not fun anymore.. or well the last time wasnt because there wasnt any action except watching bands play.. and thats the day when all the bad stuff between jonah and i happened.. my mom got her regular schedule back. off on fridays and saturdays.. soo when you get back YOU call me.. coz u know when i could go out and its up to you to clear your schedule.. when are you coming back anyway?? you know im always here for you tooo.. im ALWAYS here.. well take care and have a safe trip to and from your destination.
love u.
hey.. theres stuff i need to tell you..
but i cant speak of it here..
also, it will be easier if i wrote it somewhere..
somewhere you only have access to.
idk.. or well.. let me just tell you here..
or at least some of it.. and you could decide if you want to do something about it.. or talk about it,, whatever.. hmm..
well.. i know im not able to go out as often as you..
which makes you extremely lucky to have the privilege.
i miss you.. and i feel as if, we're loosing our closeness.
which is true, but none of us is trying to maintain it..
i mean you have the car and the time.
you are always invited to come over to hang out y'know.
its not entirely your fault, because i know youre not a phone person who calls people unless its of importance or such.
soo i guess the calling is my fault.
i just dont want to lose you, which i feel, i did.
i dont know Gina.
you know how i am, my emotions get to me..
and its doing it again now..
im not jelous.. thats not it.
because our closeness has nothing to do with that..
hmm.. well until you get this..
take care.
bye.
haha.. well i dont know much about gaia either... i just write in the journal.. thats all i use gaia for.. and i dont know where to find layouts.. i asked jonahs sister.. because shes like a rich person here.. and she knows practically everything...
sorry.. cant help u there haha.. but i'll try.....
what do u want to know??
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