I'm pretty sure noone checks out my profile very often, but I wanted to post something anyway.
Why is it that people fall in love with me? Am I really lovable? I don't want to be hated by anyone and I'm not ready to except anyone's love except for my family's. Hatred and Love are both very strong emotions. I absolutely know when I hate something, but I don't really know when I love things. I like a guy, very much and I care about him a lot, but I'm not ready to love him. I know I don't and it hurts him to hear that from me. It has also hurt my best friend. We are simple teenagers, about 90% of the time we act on hormones. Our brains shut down and we lose ourselves. With hormones you may think you love someone, but in actual reality you don't know, you only think. My boyfriend put an idea out there. Teenagers experience a different kind of love than Adults do. I agree with this statement. Teenagers experience a false love. That's what I think. A teenager may think that they are head over heals in love with someone, but it comes down to being a false love. I don't want to hurt anyone, but I am. I am by not loving them and I am by telling them that I know for a fact that I do not love them. I guess that can be another nickname for me, the heartless b***h.
Living deadgirl, the prophet of doom, the destroyer of men, and the heartless b***h...
I was hurt before, I put myself in a situation where I thought I loved someone, but I knew it was a false love. I didn't love him for several reasons. I lied to myself so I wouldn't hurt him. In the end both of us got severed. I don't want that to happen again. I'm scared of that happening again. I want to truely love someone. Right now I don't and I'm not going to lie to myself or to them.
LA! LA! LA! LA! *does retarted dance* =P im bored lol can you go sunday? and ya if you get this message befor its to lateZ cans you try and callZ me? *poke* =P so how r u? *HUG!!!*
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