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Female Protagonist

Report | 08/07/2010 3:31 pm

Female Protagonist

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Suitachi

Report | 10/27/2009 9:50 pm

Suitachi

You're a Girl.
fgq

Report | 10/23/2009 11:22 am

fgq

i want to rock your girl body lmao.
why did you change?

-Auntie Gene
Xx_Sarcastic_Wafflez_xX

Report | 09/03/2009 8:03 am

Xx_Sarcastic_Wafflez_xX

r u a girl
ScenezRx

Report | 08/29/2009 3:36 pm

ScenezRx

okay :/ tell danny i still like him okay ? and it means alot because you are the first guy who ever cared enough. im trying to get emacipated.. so any ideas will help
ScenezRx

Report | 08/29/2009 3:10 pm

ScenezRx

awww that just makes me like him more! i have a horrible life. im very suicidal but i cant die, no matter what i do. i just come out of it eventually. my grandparents hate me, and abuse the ******** out of me, i watched my father get stabbed, i love to watch the blood run down my skinny pale arms, and ive never had any true friends or a boyfriend. everyone hates me and calls me a total f*****t slutty whore. and im none of those things. i try to be nice, but no one seems to appreciate it. i dread each day i live, and ive had it rough ever since i was born. my father wasnt there to sign the birth certificate, yet still wanted to marry me the moment he met me. he even put my hand on a 450 degree burner to "teach me a lesson" i love emo guys yet they hate me no matter what i do. i cant do anything right, and people say i have no reason to be depressed. i wear black every single day, along with baggy pants to hide how hideos i acually am. i waste myself away and i am clinically majorly depressed, suicidal, emo,anorexic,bulimic, have major breathing problems, and have virdigo. and people say its all an act to get attention and sympathy from people, but i dont. i want to die, but i cant. and my heart has been broken so many times, i just shut myself off from people and i feel as if i dont even have a heart. im just a pitless dark hole filled up with hate,passion,regret,pain,and misery. thats all... im sorry if i sound conceded User Image
ScenezRx

Report | 08/29/2009 2:42 pm

ScenezRx

awwww thats so sadd D;; ur life is shitty huh? User Image well.. its okay. i dont mind 4laugh
ScenezRx

Report | 08/29/2009 1:52 pm

ScenezRx

:] but u still wont tell me wut u look like User Image meaine like my picz oh and i sent a link of ur bros pro
ScenezRx

Report | 08/29/2009 1:36 pm

ScenezRx

here it is ://

http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=19573862
ScenezRx

Report | 08/29/2009 1:33 pm

ScenezRx

okay hold on.. im shitty too. i wrote a poem about it :/ guys suck its very true for every word ://

The Feeling You Gave Me

Its just that feeling. That horrible terrible feeling.
I hate that feeling. Alone, darkness aiming at new heights.
Nowhere to belong, no one to care.
The pain is endless, but fearless for me
It feels like nothing. Like nothing is there.
I walk alone, through the dark, dim lit roads
Empty and lost, nowhere to go.
The pain is overwhelming, death surrounds me. That shroud of guilt
The horrible sensation, what a bloody trip.
Drip, drip, drip. The blood pours down
No one to care, no ones around
I felt him there, no.. just the wind
Just the still.. im nothing without him
The pain lead to death, and no one cared. No one was there.
They say its just a phase, they say I just have to cope
That everyone feels this way, alone; about to choke.
Bullshit, they say.. its all an act.
What you say what you do, What the ********? Shes a poser!
They laugh, they play, they joke around
Isn’t it sick, they only care when youre not going to be around
They all say they care, they all say their trying. That’s bull mother ********. I know youre lying.
Your lies fill up like water, like blood, like snow
They don’t really know it, cuz’ I wont let it show
I hide my guilt, my pain, my hurt
To feel this, im going mad.
You b***h.. you took it all away
You took away my life, my heart, my strain
Everything I worked for, it all went away. Because of you, im nothing
NOTHING. Not ever, never ever.
Thanks a lot for caring, I think you’ve made your point.
That im not allowed to make mistakes, im not allowed to be forgave.
You did this to me, you .. you know its true.
Im wasting away, all because of you.
Im worthless, upset, depressed and confused. And yes you a*****e, its all because of you.
I loved you, I hated you. I don’t know what to think.
Yea im ******** up, who gives a s**t? Yea? Remember what you said?
“ Your not the only one, just deal with it”?
Yea.. your ******** dealing with it arnt you?
OHHH! So NOW you care, you stupid concided b***h?
Now you care, because im gone. You sick sick one.. I hate you. I love you.
Now im going to die. </3


huggles! not youh tho ur nice 2 meh :]

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