Im different...
i always have been.
from teh boys to the life i live..
it all reflects who i am.. the way i am...
living here sucks... can i leave?? no.. only because im 14... i would if i could.
if you know me..... thats great.. if you like me... thank you.. if you understand.. what are you crazy?
my mind is never empty... from sadness to randomness there i am thinking..
im never really happy.. but im never really serious.. only twhen talking about my emotions.. which right now is rocky...
i dont expect you to understand.
and i wont tell you the story that follows.. due to many break ups and confusions.. i think i'll just keep it to my self.
yes i mentioned im 14... to me im very mature for my age.. my eyes have seen manythings.... me, my self.. have been through many things.. and that all reflects how i live... how i act... its not my fault that you dont understand.. when i try to tell people just dont respond.. and so im tired.. and i dont tell much..
im shy.. sometimes... i dont talk much at home.. but if you r cool and happy and funn.. we'll have a great time... soo message me.. commentt...
oh and by the way... Im ash..

name: ashley
age: may 23 95
status: straight
relationship: confused
i try to figure out what i like.. nothing ever seems to come to mind... I wish i could just find something.. someone... idk. :p im a crazy person who injoys crazy things... live with it bitches..
I like being different
I like the attention.. but i hate.. HATE.. when they stare with they're judging eyes.. just BECAUSE im different.. apparently im not good enough for the world... and soo i am judged... i cant even walk around in a resturant without being stared at... Its just a price to pay when you look and act different i suppose..
~dislikes: judmental people.. (even tho i judge.. i know im a hipacrit.. wtf ever)
-copiers... they always bugg me
- preppy people who downgrade the "others:"
- depression..
many manyyy things i dislike.. and i wont go off naming them.. ;p

with glasses...
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purple/burgundy hair.
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~music: mcr
boys like girls
hawthorne heights
some linkin park
the maine
all time low
there for tomorrow
we the kings
sing it loud
taking back sunday
and stuff like that.. oh.. metro station.. duh.. lol
basically screamo.. and punk... thats wut i like..
Owl city!!!!!!!
the devil wears prada

[1] I need to tell you a secret LOOK AT 5

[2] The answer is LOOK AT 11

[3] Dont get mad LOOK AT 15

[4] Calm down don't be mad LOOK AT 13

[5] First LOOK AT 2

[6] Dont be that angry LOOK AT 12

[7] I just wanna say hi

[8] What I wanted to tell you is...THE ANSWER IS ON 14

[9] Be patient LOOK AT 4

[10] This is the last time I'm going to do this LOOK AT 7

[11] I hope you're not mad when I say this LOOK AT 6

[12] Sorry LOOK AT 8

[13] Don't be getting a hype LOOK AT 10

[14] I dont know how to say this LOOK AT 3

[15] You must be really mad LOOK AT NUMBER 9

BOY: I love her more than the air i breath
GIRL: well im always here for you.
BOY: I know.
GIRL:What's wrong?
BOY: I like her so much.
GIRL: Talk to her.
BOY: I don't know. She wont even like me.
GIRL: Don't say that. You're amazing.
BOY:I just want her to know how I feel.
GIRL:Then tell her.
BOY: She wont like me.
GIRL: How do you know that?
BOY: I can just tell.
GIRL: Well just tell her.
BOY: What should I say?
GIRL: Tell her how much you like her.
BOY: I tell her that daily.
GIRL: What do you mean?
BOY: I'm always with her. I love her.
GIRL: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me.
BOY: Wait. Who do you like?
GIRL: Oh some boy.
BOY:Oh... she won't like me either.
GIRL: She does
.BOY: How do you know?
GIRL: Because, who wouldn't like you?
BOY: You.
GIRL: You're wrong, I love you.
BOY: I love you too.
GIRL: So are you going to talk to her?
BOY: I just did.
GIRLS- If you think this is sweet, put this on your page.
GUYS- If u are man enough to say this to agirl you love, put this on your page

Another one xD
Girl: Do i ever cross your mind?
Guy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Guy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Guy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Guy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Guy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Guy: No
Girl: Choose - me or your life
Guy: My life
The girl runs away in shock & pain & the guy runs
after her & says...
"The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life."

A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a motorcycle
Girl: Slow down im scared
Guy: No this is fun
Girl: No its not please its to scary
Guy: then tell me you love me
Girl: I love you slow down
Guy: Now give me a big hug
She gave him a big hug
Guy: Can you take off my helmet & put it on yourself its bothering me.
In the newspaper the next day a motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road the guy realized that the breaks were broke he didn't want the girl to know. Instead he had her hug him and tell him he loved her one last time. Then he had her put his helmet on so that she would live even if it meant that he would die. If you would do the same for the person you love copy this in your profile.


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Wolf Der Zwietracht

Report | 05/12/2013 12:40 am

Wolf Der Zwietracht


Report | 11/06/2011 9:40 pm


I love you ! Now lets see those tits bounce as you run. Ahhh, yeaaah.

Report | 05/23/2010 5:26 am


Happy Birthday! ^^
Moist Ghost

Report | 04/03/2010 3:44 am

Moist Ghost

Drakano Ryuuko

Report | 03/30/2010 7:54 pm

Drakano Ryuuko

huh? O.o i think you meant the person above me in that last thread ^_^'
Omega Rawr

Report | 03/19/2010 3:22 pm

Omega Rawr

You're 14?

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Omega Rawr

Report | 03/17/2010 4:15 pm

Omega Rawr

Mmm. Not much. Just chillin' as always.

Omega Rawr

Report | 03/16/2010 6:44 pm

Omega Rawr

Whaaaat's up?

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Omega Rawr

Report | 03/16/2010 12:49 pm

Omega Rawr


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Omega Rawr

Report | 03/01/2010 11:29 pm

Omega Rawr

Your profile is very flashy, coloury, dinosaury. Its bombtastic.


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