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I'm becoming less defined as days go by
Fading away
And well you might say
I'm losing focus
Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself. Sometimes I think I can see right through myself
Less concerned about fitting into the world
Cause it doesn't really matter anymore
None of this really matters anymore
Yes I am alone but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell. I'm broken and lonely inside.
I don't do anything, go anywhere. i don't have any friends here in this messed up world.
I use to be (or at least thought i was) a great girl to be around even though i can be shy.
i have no aspirations anymore and have no clue what to do with life.
i'm a mess who lost her way after losing everything i once knew and i don't know how to find my way back.
My Creativity is gone
Hopes Crushed
Dreams lost to the wind
I am a shell of my former self with no clue on how to take the first step forward instead of two steps back.

To the people on here who'd like to be friends, i will welcome you with open arms. Even if we never meet face to face I will always welcome friendship in my life since i have none outside this little virtual world.
Don't think of me as some pathetic person for having a life like this. I didn't want it, it just dropped like a bomb and i've been trying to figure it out, but can't seem to get it right. Even when i try something goes wrong and it all falls apart again & again.