AboutHi,, my name is Taylor<<<< new comer here<<<<
you got just to love the SWEET essence o this flowers^^
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* At the movies I like to see:Romances and Love stories,,,, Action??
* Music I listen to:classical and pop''''
* Last book read:i only readMagazines=_=
* I'm passionate about:modeling
* I wish I could:be A profESioNAL MODEL
* Favorite travel destination:HAWAII== biggrin
* On my vacation I..:will sleep all day
* If I won 1 million dollars, I would:laugh in front of BILL GATES and say " HA--!!"
* If I were a super hero I would:CHANGE the world perhaps?
* Fashion I rather not see again:male modeling in UNDIES!!
* My worst purchase ever:a 2K dollars brought from Paris "Scaasi"
* I want my coffee..:fresh, original and expensive ofcourse!! ^_^
* Food I like:sweet stuffs, like cakes, icecreams, Crepes, fruit shakes blahblah...=_=
* I don't like:boyZ and galZ who is BORING
Someone to rely on..(CHAPTER 1)
Have you ever wonder of being alone, if nobody cares about you, no one needs you. This feeling of being insignificant, if I die, would anybody care? should i say "I wished i have never been born into this world..." or something like that. I might look fine on the outside but inside, my body is a total mess, i'm broken. no one, not even my own parents knows how i feel, of being alone..... its scary, being alone, being by myself is frightening.. though im always smiling, always, im always forcing myself to smile,so anyone who is near me cant be drawn into my dark useless world. maybe, there is no point to my existent. ever since i was a child i was always teased because of my personality, im selfish.... they hated me, and i hated myself..... HATE, I..I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANY MORE...i cant do things on my own, always... i always smile even if i wanted to cry. when somebody needed my help, i console them,i let them lean on my shoulders and let them cry. but i was pathetic. i felt the sameway as that person cry onto me.. all i could do is watched while that person suffer, i was pathetic. i felt that i needed someone, i could tell all my feelings, someone who would accept the bad things i have done, and pour all of my sadness out from me....someone to rely on. i felt i needed somebody...
just LOVE this flowers!!
I absolutely love my friends^^
This was the start of my new beggining...owww, as if I can remember this things until from now. a "heart"
that represents my memories, burried in a deep sand.....those things that I dont want to remember, but until
i've met him. although I dont know him yet, he is just a pretty boy that I knew, once before. I got
attracted to him. but time goes by, this feelings were fading away. Then I realized that,,, is not the real
meaning of true love.. if you truly loved that person, you should love him/her "TRULY" by your heart.
it is better to know them than to get attracted by them!! sheesh! back to my story, sooooOO, i started
a (tiny) conversation with him, the first step from getting to know each other.."TALK!!" take things clearly
and easier, so you might not confuse that person. but when the conversation has ended.... he said," you know, there's a lot of young men that likes you. whether they have the looks or not, you will love them
inside and truly..by your heart" more like I got REJECTED!! what the??!! forget about it. but he said
such nice things, and I truly thank him for that....even if i got rejected by him.. but time passes by>>>
i met someone, someone who's very important to me, my true LOVE!! this was my new beggining! he is beside me right now, the time when i draw my heart in a sand... my unforgettable memories, sad and happy times!!rose Pictures, Images and Photos