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: Report | 06/30/2009 9:03 am
mute conversation

Doing good and nothing new. LOL

I'm getting sleepy... O_o
: Report | 06/30/2009 8:57 am
anibunni

you're doing the right thing. Just be there for her and just listen to all she has to say. Give her some positive encouragement and tell her that she'll get through it.
: Report | 06/30/2009 8:55 am
mute conversation

5 minutes to 12am here.

How are you Sim?
: Report | 06/30/2009 8:51 am
anibunni

um you already ask her why she needs to know?
: Report | 06/30/2009 8:48 am
anibunni

hey Im online, whats up?
: Report | 06/29/2009 6:41 pm
Xcobra_starship_luvaX

youtube and facebook sorry i havent talked in a while ~hugs~
: Report | 06/29/2009 6:08 pm
Alvva

********, I just wrote an essay

U don't have to read it, it was more me getting stuff of my chest than anything.
: Report | 06/29/2009 6:06 pm
Alvva

I'm pretty sure if u knew me in real life you wouldn't think that, I'm only funny cause I have time to think of something witty to reply with, in real life I hardly ever speak, let alone say something funny, due to the fact that what I find funny isn't what everyone else finds funny so, I keep telling myself 'your not interesting' 'your not funny' 'just shut up it'll be better that way' and I believe it all, even after telling myself its stupid I still do.

See, another thing that I hate about myself is that a hate commitments, of any kind, they stress me out, I always feel that I have to contribute, that I can't do what I want + I have to watch myself + make sure I give them the right amount of time so, they become a constant thought.

I know you're there, you're the only one I do have (besides my hamster, but shes not one for conversation). I do feel alone, I do want someone to truly understand me + to help me, but at the same time I don't want to reveal myself to anyone, because then they'd essentially have control over me. Its like I could never tell danca_da_lua any of this but, at the same time I want her to read this + try to understand me, its a vicious circle; I'm crying out for help, but I don't want anyone to reply. Basically what I'm saying.

I cry all the time, I just hardly ever tell anyone, if I do I just make up some excuse.

Maybe I have to much pride, or maybe I'm just trying to protect myself? I really don't know myself.

Ah, I could type more but my eyes are hurting + I'm pretty sure any more would kill you. I need to go anyway, bed beckons Dx

Nighty, night
: Report | 06/29/2009 5:38 pm
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bye mommy!
: Report | 06/29/2009 5:32 pm
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ok ok

I said help me make gold.
: Report | 06/29/2009 5:30 pm
Alvva

I even have a hard time online, I can't remember the last time I went on the forums I know, I know, thats why I want a job where I'm on my own + I don't have to see or talk to anyone but, even then I still have to apply + talk to people D;

Same here, I get ready, put makeup on, the light makes me look all healthy + perfect, then I actually go out + see myself in natural light + suddenly all my confidence goes, I should stop trying to be perfect, its gonna kill me

But, yeah, I understand where your coming from
: Report | 06/29/2009 5:17 pm
Alvva

Well I guess u could say its homes related. See, thing is I'm really really really shy, so, when I researched a little on the internet, I found out that theres a high chance that I'm a social phobic, in other words talking to others makes me s**t myself (not literally). So I told them, and they laughed + jeered at me, told me it was 'just an excuse' etc, etc. And really, I just fear for my future, cos I'm to scared to get a job
: Report | 06/29/2009 5:10 pm
Alvva

I felt down...? I blame my period, I've never had a proper mood swing before
: Report | 06/29/2009 5:07 pm
Alvva

I started researching 'painless methods of suicide' on the web
: Report | 06/29/2009 5:03 pm
Alvva

...er..possibly
: Report | 06/29/2009 5:03 pm
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okies captin!
: Report | 06/29/2009 5:01 pm
Alvva

YepYep
: Report | 06/29/2009 5:00 pm
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I'm not sure forgot to preview it.
: Report | 06/29/2009 4:53 pm
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neva minds.............

any ways.......HELP MKE ME MONEY'S!!
: Report | 06/29/2009 4:38 pm
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"You know I rule now listen.." [/size

well I did.........

"wasn't that wondefa! "

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