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Report | 03/12/2012 2:45 pm

idk what to do anymore..just tired of trying to do better and keep on failing...feel like will never be good in the subjects and if fail them then lose the financial aid and will have to pay for it and cant afford it...just dont know anything anymore..feel like a fool and an idoit....oh im sorry you regret it...yeah they do...thanks...yeah..but not sure when will get paid since its been two weeks and should have gotten paid plus its all online now and need a pay stub for my insurance and dont get how to get it since the manager said that its online and gave me the website but need a code..idk so confusing..its ok...yeah do try to eat something small but always forget to..haha! friends are over rated....its ok but thanks...yeah..its scares me when feel numb to the deaths...

Report | 03/05/2012 6:11 pm

vampiregirl_night_13

its ok..thanks..yeah it really can take up alot of ones time..its ok im kinda over with school just want to give up on it...but cant because my mom would never let me..thanks hope will do better as well,but doubt will..thanks..its an ok job..but wont complain because its a job and getting money though havent gotten a pay check yet...not even sure when will be paird or how much..yeah it is late on school nights...my mom and family say the same thing..but dont see point waking earlier to eat breakfast since wake last minute since dont get much sleep at night..and dont have money or feel like buying lunch dont even go in the building that has a caferterra..its ok..dont take any offence to it..for you are right about it..its ok..but thanks..my ferret passed away today...im growing numb to my love ones dying...im numb when people are around but the moment im alone i cry all night until fall asleep...yes!!! cancer is a fricking awful disease!..glad you have been fine..sorry have been busy..as usual....would say hope you can relax but know you dont mind the work since it pays the bills..

Report | 03/02/2012 11:57 am

Darkness Consumes My Mind

damn right! xp i'm careful that way, just kidding. LOL, yes you are probably the only person that understands how my mind works. lol, yeah it is heart breaking. lol! an evil sinister icon stitches your heart back together! wow your so strange, but my strange girl. *kisses back* LOL! yeah she was so shocked and seemed slightly annoyed that he used her british words. hmm, can't remember but think it was Nikola. hey, watch it! i would be a cranky, lonely, old b*****d! xp yeah aint you the sweetest

Report | 03/01/2012 11:37 pm

Baby_Red_T

Thank you smile and I like your profile as well heart thanks for the compliment ^^

Report | 03/01/2012 8:09 pm

vampiregirl_night_13

i have been ok..just realy busy..and very very tired..sorry havent been on in awhile..just been busy with school..homework and papers...trying to study but not working since got a 2nd 'F" on my precalc test!!! and now got an "F" on my biology test but thats because didnt know about the test so didnt study..must make flash cards and study like a mad man for my lab pracitcal!!! since that is next week and need to do well on it..plus started working at my new job...so barely getting any sleep..wake up suer early for school..come home go to work and get home around 11:30ish at night have to eat dinner (my mom yells at me to eat something since dont eat anything all day) have to finish hw and then go to bed...plus have to try to make my ferret eat and drink since he has cancer and is dying..trying to make him survive longer and to releave his pain better...how have you been?

Report | 03/01/2012 7:50 pm

Phantom Wolf of Darkness

okay =) .. yeah, it is awful.. oh, it's okay =) i think it is pretty well, much better than high school for sure. yeah it isn't. she was getting good grades and some classes were a little in the C's side.. she never took the HSPA, everyone needs to take it and pass so they can graduate. hmm... after her wood shop thing, we try to make her do little projects at home with wood but she doesn't do much.. she just plays video games and goes on the computer and listens to music.. yeah, we have tried but she isn't motivated to study for herself, we try to get the manual and highlight what she needs and go over a few things but she doesn't read it on her own and she hasn't retaken the test in forever... she isn't working at all.. my mom doesn't want us to work at a fast food restaraunt because it is a horrible job and it doesn't pay well and can get acne. yeah but they want him to be in school or my dad would have to go to jail (idk why, but my mom was fine with the idea of him going to jail but my dad didn't want that so he made joey go to school.. ). yup. it's like a disease or something but it is rare.. yeah, and she had a blood clot in her lung during 2008 she still haves some clots, i'm surprised that she is still alive because that usually kills a person... yeah.. i know, it's okay. oooh lol ^^ i understand what you mean by that.. but everyone haves their different point of views =3 like I find spiders awesome! and jumping spiders to be adorible <3 <3 but my mom is scared of them and think they are creepy and gross.. oh okay. lampreys? *gasps* omg D= I hope I never see that in person lol. nah ^^ i'm not gonna judge your weirdness, that's what makes you so great! 4laugh and i'm weird too so it works out perfectly ^^ and we have more fun that way.. right? .. really?? yeah, the show is pretty entertaining.. my brother told me it was supposed to be an adult show but it is an adult show and also good for kids if they want to see it. oh okay =).. cosplay! yeah, that sounds pretty cool for people to do that but some people think it is lame of a grown up doing it..idk.. it's true =3 yeah ^^ that's what i think of it

Report | 02/29/2012 7:08 pm

Darkness Consumes My Mind

Lol, you do realise i never actually sa anything perverted, yet you think i'm implying something perverted because of something i don't actually say? evil -sad twisted- ..haha twisted -happy twisted/sinister look- . *grabs your shoulders and pulls you to look at me* I love you and i am not impyling anything. you cheeky girl! xp oohh yeah pulled a Magnus..just like Henry did! My ego is fine ninja or is it, lol. LOL, of course, for if you pissed me off i really wouldn't want you around, now would i.

Report | 02/29/2012 5:23 pm

Phantom Wolf of Darkness

yeah, she is okay now. thanks for spelling it right, I have been spelling it wrong for a while.. I didn't know the spelling of it. like, the school has been awful to my sister and brother and my older brother from years ago because they have a disability. i'm in college, freshman year. my sister was supposed to stay in school until she turns 21 (and she is eligable to stay there longer) but the school doesn't want her, and basically pushed her into graduating.. they haven't taught her skills, they put her in random working areas (like the nurse, the teaching for young kids, the snack area ..with the lunch ladies.. social serveses.. and she was in band, and cooking class.. they put her in so many things that doesn't help her at all and it doesn't prepare her for a career she wants.. she doesn't have the skills, plus, she can't pass her written test because her aide didn't help her at all and the teachers didn't teach her properly.. and when she can't drive, she can't get a job.. and without a skill, she can't get good paying jobs, all she is going to get is a fast food restaraunt which doesn't pay well.. and so far the school isn't doing good for my brother at all.. so we home schooled him for a couple of months and he was much happier here, but when he went back to school, he comes home and tells us all what went wrong at school.. that's why difus comes over, because we were home schooling him and not letting him go to school and idk.. it's okay. she is very sick, she haves bichetts which her body is attacking itself because she haves a bone in her that was someone elses (she had to get surgery).. she doesn't love my dad because he doesn't love her.. he only likes hurting her.. and she just wants to get away from him because he always takes her money and never gives any back. she is doing this for a good reason even though it does sound bad.. yeah it isn't good. you think leeches are cute? how? .. that's true. the story was from spongebob squarepants where patrick was trying to cheer spongebob up lol. (yeah, I still watch that because I don't have a life and I still think it is a cool show ^^ ) lol that's true. lol yeah XD your welcome, your never lame. it always is!! ^^ that's good =) it is like your little light within the darkness .. kind of thing

Report | 02/29/2012 2:58 pm

Phantom Wolf of Darkness

yeah, well.. it's funny how the cops and difus didn't believe us that my dad choked my sister on the throat with his bare hands (he is a socialpath ..i can't spell) but we have been having school problems and idk, it's confusing. rofl! this is my nice way of torture >=D .. that's true. yeah it is.. lol yeah, it is a lot. we are faternal. yeah it is but I feel like we are ..like the last ones, like.. you know, for example if everyone gets their food from the pot first and the last few would get almost nothing left? I feel like we are like that.. we don't know how to take care of ourselves, my mom wants devorce and sell the house and we are having education troubles and there really isn't much money and it is hard to maintain the house since my dad is a slob... sorry to say but it is true... he keeps bringing stuff home that is garbage and he hords things and acts like a pack rat... yeah, they do, and it is horrible! it is on my list of things I hate to death: leeches, misquetoes, ticks, and now bed bugs.. I reallllllly hate leeches, it makes me freak out (saw them on fear factor and it makes me jump when people pull them off) D=> .... yeah it isn't , I hope they die too. XD rofl!! it is better than the ugly barnicle story "once upon a time, there was this ugly barnicle.. he was so ugly that everybody died... the end =D" lol. rofl, that sounds so evil XD crushing their tiny heads with needles..your not lame! =D I love those kinds of funny moments of telling stories of random stuff that makes sense but it is a kidding thing..idk lol hard to explain. oh okay. your so lucky to have him with you

Report | 02/27/2012 8:46 pm

Kriocyn

Thank you very much!

Report | 02/27/2012 8:11 pm

Phantom Wolf of Darkness

oh yeah ^^ yeah it does sound wonderful. I love the asian culture, they are amazing <3 .. yup. it's okay.. umm, idk if I spelt it right with difus...but yeah, a woman would come over to check on us because of the school being awful to us and how we idk.. it's confusing.. lol ^^ if the person hasn't seen it before, I would kidnap them for a day and make them watch the awesomeness.. one year I noticed that there is a lot of singing in the movie.. I never noticed it before XD .. yeah they are =) yeah it does suck.. I don't really see or talk to my sibs that much.. only talk to them on fb but not much since they have work.. lol nope, I have four sisters and two brothers lol. my twin sis and my younger bro lives here. I hope they go away soon.. I've had them since summer and it is almost spring <=/ (stupid blood suckers!) .. it says on the internet to get an exterminator, or clean everything with high heat to kill them and to use simple steps but..idk.. I tried cleaning my sheets but I can't steam my matress and the bugs has spread to other rooms so it is hard to get rid of them now.. oh okay, aw that's nice =3 i'm sorry that you haven't seen them in a long while..

Report | 02/27/2012 8:11 pm

Darkness Consumes My Mind

LOL! there are ways for you to make it up to me.. twisted ..hehe.. well you are the exception to all my crazy rules, becaus I love you with all my heart and hold a different set of rules for you. so anything that a normal person would do to piss me off, if you did it i would laugh and feel happy.

Report | 02/26/2012 8:37 pm

Phantom Wolf of Darkness

okay. ^^ alright then. it's okay, yup.. doesn't some sort of asian people sleep on the floor too? i'm not so sure.. I think. oh yeah, that's right. it's okay =) it was still pretty good for a first time for me lol. yeah, it was the only thing we could do, and we also baby sitted their dog since not allowed to have animals in the apartment (we babysitted her for a year). it's okay, at least it is over now ^^ lol. yeah, we tried to go to the post poned halloween but we were too late since we were waiting for my brother and my nephew but they arived a bit late and difus came over at 10pm and stayed til 12pm which is realllly late.. omg, you watch the nightmare before xmas too? lol XD it's alright, I don't mind helping them out in that terrible situation (they did allow me and my siblings to sleep over when our power went out from hurrican Irine.. i had to go to college for the very first day and I needed a shower) so we were returning a favor and they really did need the help (we are the only people that had power and that we were the closest since one sister lives in PA, other sister lives in NC, and brother lives more south of NJ but it takes an hour and a half to get where he is.. my sister lives about 5-10 mins away. we still have the bed bugs, it has been driving us nuts
do you have any siblings? if you don't mind me asking.

Report | 02/26/2012 1:21 pm

vampiregirl_night_13

well thanks..glad you can understand my reasoning..yeah it is a real shame that people arent that good..

Report | 02/26/2012 11:06 am

Phantom Wolf of Darkness

lol yeah ^^ .. you should see it, it's pretty funny. really? okayz. lol it is funny ^^ .. oh okay, that's nice of you to let them take your bed, yup I guess it is the proper thing to do. yeah, they are pretty lucky...... yeah, I would sleep on the couch normally, but for the apartments I would have to sleep on the floor, and I don't mind sleeping on the floor. that's true, my friend (during the time it was her birthday) almost slept in her bed while the rest of us slept on the floor but we were watching ..what was it.. the mask? (like, this guy wears a green mask and he turns into this crazy man that ..looks like a pimp on the way he wears his clothes, lol, but idk) and we fell asleep beside the bed.. I guess I had a good time, I don't remember.. but I remember that my friend was crying at one point, not sure why and my sister wanted to go home (since always afraid of the dark and doesn't like change, she would rather sleep at home in her own room).. yeah it would be less weird if they did offer it. oh geez, lol, they would be the number one class jerks XD .. lol yeah! and I can pretend I'm in vacaction in my own room =D jk jk.. yeah, in 2007 my freshman year, my sister was the first to get married, and she had a friend that lives in england, so she came over here to NJ to watch the wedding but she needed a place to sleep over (she couldn't sleep over in my sisters apartment.. I guess it was either too small or it was stressful for them ..i have no clue), so she used the guest bed in my room for 3 or 5 days.. it was awkward since didn't really know her.. but, this other time, when we had that unexpected snow storm on halloween (still hate how it post poned halloween and messed it all up >=/ curse you santa!! what did jack ever do to you!??! oh wait, he tried to steal his holiday lol jk. )so my sis, bro in law, charlie the rabbit, and neice had to sleep in my room (since had no power and got scared that it was too cold for the baby), so got kicked out by my mom at 2 in the morning.. but I feel really bad because I didn't know I had bed bugs during that time (i hope they didn't get any) .. but your right, it is in handy and it is a bit weird for someone I don't know to be in it lol

Report | 02/25/2012 9:29 am

Phantom Wolf of Darkness

lol yup =)
oh yeah, I thought that was pretty funny XD "hey honey, have you seen the cat?" "*stairs at the dog*....no" lol, I thought the one with the pug was pretty funny too, but the one I was laughing my head off was... oh geez I forgot .. but I remember how it ended, a guy threw himself at the glass door.. i forgot what happened at first.. oh yeah, and I remember where a guy was sitting in front of the wall and ate the doritoes and a huge human mouse bursts out of the wall and tackles the man lol... oh okay, oh lol.. sleep on a bed?? everytime I go over to my sister's apartments.. and slept over my one sister's house (since two own their house now instead of living in apartments anymore) and I always either slept on the floor or on the couch. I slept on the floor on my very first and my last sleepover at a friends house yeaaaars ago... would be weird to sleep on someone elses bed since never done it before. it's funny, I have a guest bed but it is in my own room so it doesn't count lol.. rofl XD

Report | 02/24/2012 7:52 pm

Darkness Consumes My Mind

that's good. guys don't really like being called sweet and cute, it ruins our egos, but i'll make an exception for you twisted . lol, of course i did. lol, but us being lame is what makes our relationship so great.

Report | 02/24/2012 6:37 pm

Darkness Consumes My Mind

lol! sorry! xp but what do you expect since i never sleep because of the insomia, of course i'll make typos. and if i did carry a sketch around it would be of you my darling. glad you love my sketches. yeah. yeah i knew what you meant, was just messing around with you that's all. lol, you made a typo too twisted . we really need to find a way to sleep because having insomia is messing with our minds. awe thanks for saying im wonderful and the greatest, to me you will always be greater then me because you saved me -hugs-. yeah would never mention the things that happened to us there. lol, because darling we are lame. lol, yes tiny animated avatars of ourselves.

Report | 02/24/2012 4:29 pm

vampiregirl_night_13

aww now you are the one being to sweet..i just care for my friends completely but if you hurt me in a bad way and betray my trust then i start to harden to you..meaning will still care but at the same time wont really trust you again..for awhile..maybe..yeah not many people are good people inside...your welcome ^-^

Report | 02/24/2012 8:25 am

Phantom Wolf of Darkness

lol yeah, good times ^^ I always liked finding little toys in the cereal box, I think the best ones I've ever got was those little pokemon tops, you rub the bottom against the floor to get the bottom of it spinning and once you place it centered on the ground, the whole thing spins ^^ but all we got was a jiggly puff and pikachu..idk if there were other pokemon.
lol yeah XD it is so good, they created funny commercails about it for sports I guess.. like the super bowl, idk. lol, I saw a really funny one a day or two ago, and I couldn't stop laughing.. lol ^^ same, but cept for goofing around I would either do hw or go on comp and do last minute things or finish watching something on tv. oh okay then ^^.. yay!!! i got the top bunk! (the table being the top bunk lol) .. oh okay then, your welcome. it's okay, yup ^^ lol that's true, if your wearing white and have a white cat then it would blend in too but it would be hard to get rid of the white fur on a brown couch or something lol. yup, camofaloug XD.. lol yup, I only got one re-do. lol that would be like a nother weapon without holding anything =D just fill someones head with so much info that their heads explode lol

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