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- Learning to skate singing Punk Metal feild hockey Fuse everything
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You say you hear me. Do you understand what I have to say about being pure of heart to you? You say you read me. Do you understand my past, my fears, my passion, my desires and my pain?Do you? A million times I've tried, to escape and run away and leave this life of misery. The dreams in which I die. I walk across this burning bridge that falls down, before your eyes, but you just stare. In these days of being broken-hearted. In these days which have really darkened. I cry for help, but no one hears me scream. You told me to believe. It's so strange to see those words don't fit in our reality. Now here I lie alone. I don't ever want to be deceived like this. Death, a very tempting bliss. In these days of being broken-hearted. In these days which have really darkened. In these days in which the pain is rising. In these days that I try surviving. I cry for help, but no one hears me scream. You Don't Know what it's like to. Want to rise from this fall I've taken for you. In these days of being broken-hearted. In these days which have really darkened. In these days in which the pain is rising. In these days that I try surviving. I cry for help, but no one hears me scream.-JANEZ DETD LYRICS Emptiness, is it just a word, is it a thought, is it a state of mind. And when we feel empty can we truly understand what we are feeling. Can we truely be empty. A shell of nothing, or is it just that we are feeling somthing so complex are mid can not comprehend it? Emptyness is the unknown so it is basic human behavior to fear the unknown, therefore do we fear emptyness. Can you have everything you want and feel void of all things, or have nothing and feel full? Words taunt me, words like empty, fear alone. All I want is to know what they truly mean, but they are just words and words are only a way to descirbe something but with words like empty it means somthing different to everyone, so is there a true meaning to it? I am a writer, not that i want to be and forever do words form in my head and without even knowing there meaning I copy them down. It baffles me but yet that is who I am. I hate it but yet I love it. I can only be myself and I love that except for the fact that It makes me seem to other people alien, I dont fit in with them, My friends are so far behind me in the sense of maturity it is hard for me to talk to them. Oh and the other thing I hate about myself I cant spell, that really tics me off. I love to help people it helps me solve my own problems. If you ever need someone to talk to i am here to listen and understand to the best of my abillity. Ok so now you have the basics of my personallity from my rant heres some normal info for you, Im 14, a girl, I live in NY, I write songs, Poems, and fictional storys, I am an avid baker and cook(I make a killer chocolate chiffon cake), I am learning to play guitar, I dont really know how to label myself some call me goth, some emo, others punk, so I guess that means I have no label, My name is heather but I love nicknames so you can call me whatever you want. I am single and I hate it but c'est la vie. I love foriegn languages and I woud love to be an exchange student. I love vampires and the ways people came to beleive in them. I like to reasearch legends and find out if there are any truths behind them and I should be putting all these likes in my likes box but what ever. I swear if you read all of this you are insane, but I like insane people. as you can see I often bable and talk alot. ussually I am bubbely but when I am sick of=r angry of w/e I get really depressed and complain alot. hmmmmmm I hate how I look but there is nothing I can do about it soo I guess I get to be ugly for ever hey who cares if people dont like how I look. I am wiccan. I play alil bit of guitar/flute. I play feild hockey. I am a feild hockey. I am an avid cook and baker.I am BRANDI's Cousin! I LOVE GLITTERS WOOTAGE
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